THIS MUST BE LOVE


WRITTEN BY: I.L.K. [tin-tin] or luvkoreanovela

CAST OF CHARACTERS:
XZ Yin = (Kenneth)
SM Zhen = (Nicole)
XD = (Allan)
YX = (Judith)
YZ = (Warren)
YM = (Erika)
CS = (Choy)
ZD = (Cielo)
Mr. Zhen = (Nicole dad)


Contents

Chapter 1: Business World, here I come…... 1

Chapter 2: Fully immersed on the job…... 3

Chapter 3: The Peak Season has begun…... 5

Chapter 4: Give love on Christmas Day…... 7

Chapter 5: New year „» new ideas. 9

Chapter 6: "It's a Date". 13

Chapter 7: Romantic dinner for two?. 14

Chapter 8: Late night encounter 17

Chapter 9: About last night 20

Chapter 10: This could be the start of conflict 22

Chapter 11: Perfect Lunch or Perfect Disaster 24

Chapter 12: Surprise visitor! 28

Chapter 13: Series of unfortunate events. 31

Chapter 14: Missing in action. 33

Chapter 15: Time for pondering. 35

Chapter 16: The moment of truth. 37

 

 

Chapter 1: Business World, here I come…

 

It was SM’s first day at work, it was also the first day of autumn. The leaves were starting to change their hues and as she was strolling along the street, she could see some fallen leaves strewn across the lawn. Green, yellow and orange colored leaves were also on the grass fields at the park located nearby, a couple of blocks away from their house. This home she had shared with her father since her mother had passed away. A home though filled with sad memories of her mother’s loss was still compensated with happy thoughts of childhood with the solid efforts of her ever-present “daddy” by her side, fulfilling the role of both a mother and a father to her.

She was about to start her job as assistant manager in a huge department store located downtown of Seoul, South Korea. Perhaps it was her natural flare for fashion and decorating that instantly made her qualified for the job. Though she was just a fresh graduate and had no work experience to speak of, this did not serve as a bias against her. The owners of the store still awarded her the position, probably because they saw in her the zealousness of a young lady starting out in the business world. And her new and innovative ideas to further improve the store have somehow impressed the panel of judges or board of directors. She shall be directly reporting to XZ, the general manager of the store and also the only son of the owner of the biggest department store in Seoul: “M.D.S," or Merchants Department Store.

MDS was the name coined by Mr. Yin, the father of XZ because of their humble beginnings as just simple merchants or traders of various products. But out of his father’s determination and perseverance, they rose above the ranks. From starting off as just suppliers of shoes to different stores, to venturing into manufacturing, then finally crossing over to garments, accessories, toys, house wares, etc. etc. and the long list goes on. Soon enough they were already manufacturing and supplying more than half the stocks of all the other department stores in South Korea. Hence, they have decided to build their own store where they can showcase their own products. Likewise, this gave them the opportunity to control the quality, pricing, store displays, and all other aspects related to selling. And since their products were already well-known and had placements in most of the other stores before, it was easy for them to capture the market and have a loyal customer base who would frequent their store on a regular basis.

SM proceeded to the side entrance of the building reserved only for employees. She presented her letter of employment to the guard, who then led her to the Human Resources Dept. for the processing of her documents, including her time card, meal stubs to the store cafeteria, and the issuance of her temporary I.D. She could not wipe the wide grin off her face since she was so excited and thrilled to be starting her first day on the job on a company that she believes in. This is because she can be considered as a loyal customer of MDS too for this is where she usually shops for clothes, shoes, bags, etc. not only for herself but also for her “daddy” who doesn’t seem to have the time or the interest for shopping. “Ah, boys will be boys” she thought to herself. That is why somehow she was surprised that the general manager that she would be reporting to was from the male species. Usually the females are the ones who have this penchant for fashion and great attention to detail when it comes to scrutinizing every aspect of a department store.

She then proceeded to the general manager’s office and she approached the secretary ZD, introduced herself then showed her the temporary I.D. ZD signaled her to wait for a while as the general manager was still in a meeting with the other assistant managers of the various departments of the store. Upon knowing that the new recruit was waiting outside, XZ instructed ZD to allow her to come in as he would like to take this opportunity to introduce SM to the whole team.

SM entered his office and she was met with different reactions from the team. The ladies tried to look at her from head to foot and assess her personality by the way she dressed, the style of her hair, the color of her shoes, etc. etc. The men on the other hand were smiling at her and maybe thinking at the back of their minds that SM was another damsel that they could pursue. Whose heart and attention they could try to woo and win. But one pair of eyes was intently fixed on her but no reaction could be determined from his expression. He was neither smiling nor frowning; he was just simply looking at her.

After a few seconds, he stood up and introduced himself. “Welcome, Ms. SM Zhen to Merchants Department Store. I am XZ Yin, the general manager, and these are my hard-working colleagues who are helping me to make MDS the top department store not only in Seoul but in the whole country as well," Welcome aboard the ‘winning team’ please have a seat”, XZ said in his low and very manly voice. SM politely bowed at his direction then proceeded to the nearest empty chair. The gentlemen stood up as she took her seat while the women just nodded at her politely to acknowledge her presence.

Then the man beside her, CS offered to shake her hand and started to introduce himself: “annyeong haseyo, I’m CS, assistant manager for the games & toys department," “Pleased to meet you,” SM responded. Then XD started to laugh and said: “Oh CS, we can never get ahead of you when it comes to making introductions to girls!” a round of laughter from everybody followed XD’s statement. “By the way, I’m XD, the assistant manager for the men’s apparel & accessories and footwear department, welcome to MDS," “Thank you” replied SM.

Then one after the other, the whole team introduced themselves and their designations. YX was the one in charge of women’s apparel & accessories and ladies’ shoes and she was considered as the most fashionable one among the group. YM was in charge of home wares and other products related to decorating & furnishing the home. YZ was in charge of sports & leisure wear as well as sports equipments. The newly vacated position which SM would fill in is the assistant manager for Children’s wear / accessories & shoes department. Ms. Cathy, the lady who formerly held that position was planning to marry her long-time boyfriend Raul and he insisted that she resign from her job so that they could concentrate on starting a family soon. It was probably SM’s “child-like” personality and disposition that convinced the management that even though she is still single and not yet a mother, she would still be ‘perfect’ for the position.

After all the introductions, XZ proceeded to discuss the business at hand. He also added that since Ms. Cathy did not have the chance to turn-over her duties to SM in detail, he will be personally guiding her in the process. This is so that she will not lag behind and can easily catch up with the pace of all the other members of the team. This was going to be a busy time for all of them because it was already autumn and the winter / yuletide season is fast approaching. This is the peak season for their business and XZ wants SM to be fully prepared when that time comes. He would need his whole team to be very efficient in each and every aspect of the store in order to have good year-end inventory and excellent sales, so that their expansion plans for the next year could take effect.

Chapter 2: Fully immersed on the job…

 

The next few days and weeks proved to be a very hectic schedule for SM and she really tried her best to catch up with the pace of the whole team who were already ‘veterans’ in the field compared to her. She was the only ‘green horn’ or ‘neophyte’ among the assistant managers, but nevertheless, she still wanted to prove to them that she is willing and able to perform her duties and be satisfactory to the team, especially to XZ. Yes, primarily to Sir XZ because he had confidence in her and had entrusted her the task of handling the whole children’s department, guiding her every step of the way. He was gentle but firm in reprimanding her whenever she made mistakes and had mental lapses in terms of inventory, proper window displays, store pricing and promotions. He wanted to train her to be the best so that when the peak season comes in two month’s time, he can depend on her to run the children’s department smoothly and efficiently.

One night, after another exhausting day at work, the other assistant managers have already gone home early because it was a Friday and a time for them to unwind and relax a little after a hard-day’s work. However, SM was still at the office and she opted to stay and finish her reports so that she would have a lighter load over the week-end. XZ passed by her office and upon seeing her through the half-opened door; he made a slight knock on the door which startled SM a bit! “Oh I’m sorry SM, I didn’t mean to startle you, but I was walking by and I saw that you were still here. How come? All the other “team mates” have gone for a ‘night out’ but you are all alone here in the office,"

“Ye, poor me… it’s because my master is a slave driver” SM cheekily retorted. XZ was quite taken aback by SM’s statement. Then SM suddenly realized the impression that her words gave him. “Oh no sir! I didn’t mean you, I was referring to myself because I am my own worst critic and since I consider myself as my own master, so to speak, that is why I said that… that my ‘master was a slave driver’… I was actually referring to myself, sir XZ," SM suddenly blushed after saying that long and winding and confusing explanation. XZ then started to laugh and said: “Okay, okay, you’ve convinced me: Ms. “Her Own Slave Driver!” XZ started to laugh even harder and so SM could not contain her laughter any longer too. She laughed along with him, laughing at her own silliness!

“Tell you what, why don’t I rescue you from yourself… I mean your ‘master’ this time and invite you for dinner? Nothing fancy, just a little meal to fill our growling stomachs," ZX asked SM. She thought for a while and said silently to herself: “Well, we are colleagues after all. And if ever somebody from the office might see us, we can just say that we were discussing business over coffee or something…” Her train of thought was cut by the sound of XZ deep voice. “So, what do you say Ms. Zhen, shall we have that dinner or is that ‘slave-driver master of yours’ trying to stop you from going and unwinding a little?” SM just gave a slight nod and a sweet smile then proceeded to gather her things, stood up, reached for shoulder bag and said: “Tonight, I shall defy my ‘own master’ and follow my growling stomach! So, shall we go have our dinner sir?” SM replied with a sheepish grin that made her face lovelier and more radiant.

The two had a simple meal … a “happy meal” in fact because they ate at the Mc Donald’s store nearby. They both ordered “hamburgo” at “mac donaldo” and SM insisted that they order the “happy meal” but get different toys. This is because she wanted to see what children love to play with nowadays so she can maybe ‘tie up’ these items for every purchase made on their Children’s wear and shoes dept. “Oh SM, I thought this is your time to unwind? But until now you’re still thinking about work!” XZ exclaimed. “Shouldn’t you be happy sir XZ that I am a very dedicated employee? That even outside the office I’m still thinking of ways and means to further increase our sales and offer something new to our customers?”

Then a mother and daughter sitting nearby suddenly caught SM’s attention and she gazed at them for a while as the mother showed her daughter her happy meal toy and the daughter exclaimed with joy! “You must really have a heart for children SM; I can see it in your eyes, the way that you are looking intently on the child and her mother," XZ commented. “Oh, it’s just that I miss my mother terribly when I see mothers happily playing with their daughters… I wish I had more times like those with my mother… you see she passed away when I was only 8 years old… “

“I’m sorry to hear that SM…” XZ said sympathetically. “Oh it’s okay sir XZ, that was a long time ago and my hurts have already healed, and my “daddy” has been so good to me, caring for me so much since I am his only daughter, and I couldn’t ask for a better father than him… though I wish he would have more interest in shopping so I can drag him to the store one time and show him where I work and what I do," SM said with a slight chuckle. XZ face on the other hand was still quite serious. Perhaps it was because he remembered his own mother who already passed away too. SM noticed this and asked him: “anything wrong Mr. XZ Yin? Did my story affect you that much that you suddenly look so sad?”

“No SM, it’s just that I was reminded of my mother and I realized that we are the same, we are now motherless and only have our fathers with us… just like you, I miss those happy times with my mother and just the same wish that I was able to spend more time with her… had I not been to busy with “growing up” and trying to be independent. Seeking for my independence and trying to live on my own, opting to study abroad only to find out that while I was gone, my mother was already ailing. By the time I got back for my final semester break, she was already bedridden and much as I wanted to turn back time and spend more time traveling with her, it was already not possible because she was too sick to even get out of bed, let alone go outdoors and go on a trip. That’s what I regret sometimes, I have deprived my mother of our time together when I was younger… hence It makes me wonder whether I’m capable of being a parent myself… if I can handle children at all… my fear is that I would somehow be punished for being a head-strong son..,"

SM listened quietly and she suddenly felt the sadness in his heart, evident in the tone of his voice. “Yes sir, we are somehow similar in our longing for our mothers to still be with us… but I hope that it does not create an intense fear in you that can ‘paralyze’ you and keep you from reaching out to children… Maybe that’s where we are different, you shy away from kids, while on the other hand, I try to embrace as many kids as I can so I can make them feel loved and special and that they belong… because somehow, even if I lost my mom at an early age, I still felt that I was not lacking in love. My father always doted on me and he would always take me to places with many people like the park near our house. There I would meet lots of other kids and make new friends and so that I wouldn’t be lonely and dwell on my sadness…”

SM suddenly stopped her words as she felt that their conversation was getting too serious. So she decided to change topic to cheer up sir XZ. “Hey, I thought this ‘happy meal’ was supposed to make people happy? How come we suddenly seem so serious and sad, huh?” once again finishing her statement with that mega-watt smile that could light up the whole room. XZ just shook his head in disbelief and said to himself: “This young lady is truly amazing… one minute she is very serious, the next minute she is back to her bubbly personality again. I guess that’s what really makes her the perfect manager for the children’s department, because she is like a ‘child-woman’ herself! Aaahhh… she is really an asset to the company that’s why I’m so fond of her… or is that the only reason why I’m so drawn into her? Just because she can be so quirky and funny… or could there be something more?”

This thought lingered in XZ’s head as they walked out of the McDonald’s store, going into different directions. He: going back towards the MDS building to retrieve his car from the parking lot; and She: walking cheerfully towards the bus station back to her home where her “daddy” must already be waiting for her. He was always eager to listen to her stories for the day. The time she spent at the store, her working relationship with her colleagues, her wonderful and kind boss… hmm… somehow, thinking about sir XZ made her smile even more… she was naturally drawn to him too. From the very first time she saw him in that meeting, where he looked at her from across the room as she entered his office, to hearing his voice full of confidence, to his soothing words when he told her that he would personally assist her and look after her to make sure that she will do a good job for the sake of the company.

Was that the only reason he was willing to spend so much time with her? Or was there something more? A deeper reason why he wanted to get close to her? Naaahhh… she shrugged her shoulders and thought: how can she be so silly to think that a man like sir XZ would think of her differently than just a mere employee...,"

*** to be continued ***

Chapter 3: The Peak Season has begun…

 

>> Additional cast of characters:
Mr. Yin = XZ’s father
Ms. Song = concessionaire at the office cafeteria

December was fast approaching and it would be the start of the peak season at MDS. All their Christmas themed displays and promotions are in full gear. This was the best season for high sales since they all know that during the yuletide season, people seem to have this natural tendency to splurge on themselves and even on others. It is the time to purchase numerous gifts for different family members and sets of friends.

The whole team of MDS was extra busy this time of the year and they had to be always on their toes to be prepared for any dilemma that may arise, such as stock outs, discounts and pricing problems versus competitors, long lines at the counters and crowded store areas that may cause discomfort to the customers and prevent them from purchasing items. SM has decided to implement that promo scheme that she previously thought about in connection with the “happy meal” toy.

The scheme was: for every pair of shoes and set of clothes purchased with a certain minimum amount, the customer shall be entitled to a simple toy at the counter. Upon payment and presenting of the receipt to the store clerk, the child may choose a toy from the ones displayed on the counter. The best part of this promotion is that a small portion of the proceeds shall go to the “Gift of Love Orphanage”. SM chose this charitable institution because she would always visit this place with her dad every year during Christmas season. It was her way to share love and time with these orphaned youngsters to whom she has a soft spot for… being “motherless” herself. XZ readily agreed when she proposed this idea because he knew that it would also be beneficial to the company to spread goodwill and cheer to the less fortunate children during this time of year. As a way of thanksgiving for their good business for the year and in order to give back a little to the community.

It was already near the end of the year and as practiced, the company had their yearly party at the store’s cafeteria. This was the most convenient place to hold the celebration since MDS department store usually closes late in the evening, especially during December when they have extended store hours. Thus, they have no time to reserve a function room that would still be open at a late hour. Besides, Ms. Song, the cafeteria’s lady concessionaire is such an excellent cook and she would always prepare the best food from her special menu for their party.

Everybody began to enjoy themselves when they started to partake of the delicious food and assorted drinks, accompanied by their conversations and hearty laughter. Since it was already after office hours, they all ‘let their hair down’ and everybody chatted casually. No boss and subordinate treatment at the moment, everybody treated each other as friends. In one end of the room YZ and XD were talking and eyeing the beautiful ladies, especially YM and YX. YZ said that he was in love “at first sight” with YM but since she had this snobbish air about her; he still failed to get her attention and court her formally. XD on the other hand mentioned that he is interested in YX but it seems she has no interest on him and only has eyes for sir XZ.

“What about SM, who do you think will court her among our colleagues?” YZ asked XD. “My friend, haven’t you noticed that Ms. SM is already spoken for? XD replied. “What do you mean? Is there someone already courting her that I’m not aware of?” YZ quizzically asked. “Well, not actually courting her yet, but planning to pursue her I presume, judging from the way he has been showing extra care and attention to her which he did not give YX or YM before, when they were also new on the job," YZ interrupted XD: “Oh, so you mean it’s sir XZ? You are referring to sir XZ?” But isn’t he a bit “too mature” or “senior” for her? SM is just a fresh graduate, barely 22 years old, while Mr. XZ is already in his thirties… pushing 40 I assume!”

“Hey YZ, is that a hint of jealousy I hear in your words? Sir XZ is not as old as you think; he just started young in managing their family business. As far as I know, he is just in his early thirties, so, no, he is a long way from being 40 years old! Why, are you also interested in SM?” XD inquired. “No, it’s not that, it’s just that I would assume that SM would be attracted to someone nearer to her age,” said YZ. Then XD commented: “Well, who’s to say what is the proper age in being attracted to somebody? Don’t they always say that “age doesn’t matter” when it comes to this ‘game of love’?” Hahaha… the two men laughed out loud at their own trivial conversation.

At the other end of the room, the ladies were the ones huddled together and when they heard YZ and XD laughing, they frowned at their direction and said “What could they be laughing about now?” asked YM with matching raised eyebrow. “Oh don’t be bothered about them YM, they are just busy trying to boast about each other’s accomplishments, I suppose," YX retorted. Then she tilted her head towards the direction where sir XZ was standing and commented: “Now, that’s a man with substance. Well-educated, good-looking, full of confidence, and most of all still single and oh so available! He is one of the most eligible bachelors around and the girl who will capture her heart would be so lucky… (and I would just like to be that girl)” YX whispered the last part of the sentence to her self.

SM just stood beside them silently, pretending not to hear what YX said, but deep inside she agreed that sir XZ is indeed all of those wonderful characteristics she mentioned, and more… he is a kind-hearted man who is thoughtful towards his employees, resourceful and efficient in his work and generous in imparting his knowledge and skills about the business. He is what one may call a “true-blue” gentleman and indeed a “prized catch” for any young lady like her… regardless of their huge age difference.

But she suddenly shook her head again and thought to herself: there you go again SM, drifting off to ‘dreamland’ or ‘illusion-ville’, he sees you only as a subordinate, he is just your mentor and he just wants to train you to be the best at your job that’s why he has been giving you all those extra time and attention. He may be fond of you, but only as a friend or a younger sister perhaps, nothing more, nothing less.

The room suddenly became quiet as the guest of honor arrived. Mr. Yin, the father of XZ gave his usual yearly pep talk to all the employees. He congratulated them for a job well done, and encouraged them all to do an even better job for the next year. They all shared a toast to the nearing end of another business year and with the clinking of their wine glasses they cheered and wished all the best for their company in the coming years ahead.

Chapter 4: Give love on Christmas Day…

 

SM was getting ready to leave their house, wearing a white turtleneck blouse and beige jacket and a pair of khaki pants and brown leather boots. She was about to go to the “Gift of Love” orphanage located within their community. Unfortunately, her dad could not accompany her this year as he had to go out of town to visit a construction site where her dad was the building engineer. SM was humming a Christmas tune: “Give love on Christmas day” while striding along the park as she had to go across it to reach the orphanage. She was still a few meters away from the orphanage but the kids were already waiting for her outside and waving at her merrily and calling out her name: “Onni SM is here, Onni SM is here!!”

As soon as SM reached the gate, the children rushed to her side and embraced her so tightly for they missed her so much and were eagerly awaiting the ‘treats’ that she would give them. Not only that, she would always spend time reading a story book to them and as the kids gathered together around her, everybody already shouted the title of the book that they wanted her to read. The nuns running the orphanage tried their best to pacify the youngsters but they were so persistent. So to help them settle down, SM already agreed to read them a fairy tale story, if and only if they would promise to sit down properly and behave themselves. The children did as they were told and soon after SM started to ready the story of “Sleeping Beauty”.

As she neared the end of the story, the children were wide eyed with wonder when she came to the part where the Prince was fighting against the wicked witch who cast a curse on sleeping beauty. And they all cheered when she reached the part where the Prince already defeated the witch then proceeded to kiss the Princess in order to break the curse and to finally wake her up from her long slumber. Then one of the little girls said: “Look, here comes the Prince now," SM was puzzled by what the child said so she turned around to see who she was referring to.

To her surprise, it was sir XZ walking towards them. He was wearing a brown pin-striped suit with a beige tie, his clothes actually almost matching the colors of SM’s own attire. Hmmm… they seemed to have the same ‘wavelength’ even in their choice of clothing… could this be mental telepathy perhaps?... but SM tried to banish all these thoughts from her head. She had to maintain her composure and remain poised even if she was utterly astonished to find sir XZ there.

“Sir XZ, good morning, what are you doing here?.. Children, meet Mr. XZ Yin, he is my boss and the general manager of Merchants Department Store. “Good morning Mr. XZ Yin, pleased to meet you” the orphans chimed together to greet their new visitor. XZ smiled at them and said: “Pleased to meet all of you too, how are you all? Did you enjoy the story that your Onni SM told you?” “Yes, we liked it very much!” they all said in unison. Then one little boy said: “Especially the part where the Prince finally won the battle and was able to rescue the Princess and end her long sleep," Another kid added: “That’s why when we saw you enter the room, we thought you were that Prince in real life. Are you a real Prince Mr. XZ Yin?”

XZ just smiled at them all and said: “Sorry to disappoint you kids but I’m not a real life Prince. But you may call me Uncle XZ instead of Mr. XZ Yin, it’s too formal. Is that okay with you kids?” “Okay Uncle XZ” the children replied again. SM was just standing in one corner, still amazed and confused at the same time on why this Prince… errr… Uncle XZ went to the orphanage. XZ seemed to read her thoughts while looking at her and informed her of why he was there: “I have decided to personally hand in the check to the sisters in charge of the orphanage. The portion of the proceeds from the sales of the Children’s department. Your promotional scheme, remember?”

“Oh yes, of course I remember sir XZ, how could I forget? Thank you for taking the time to personally give it to the sisters. I know they will greatly appreciate it. It is a very kind gesture from you, taking the time to visit them here in spite of your very busy schedule," SM replied.

“On the contrary Ms. SM, I am not so busy today as I have decided to take a leave just to go here and see you… and the children in the orphanage of course… I was so encouraged by all your stories about the kids from this place. About how kind and cheerful they all are, despite their situation, being without their parents. I remembered what you said when we ate at Mc Donald’s before. You said that I should not let my sadness and fear paralyze me and make me shy away from children. So this is my first step, just like what you mentioned, to try and embrace as many kids as I can, to help me get rid of my loneliness too,"

SM smiled so sweetly upon hearing those words from sir XZ. She was genuinely happy for him and she sensed the sincerity in his words when he said that he wanted to take the step to embrace children more and not be afraid if he could handle them. They spent almost the whole day at the “Gift of Love” orphanage, and when it was time to for them to go, the children didn’t want to let them go and hugged them both tightly again. “Don’t worry children, I shall come back and read you wonderful stories again on my next visit,"

“Okay Onni SM, thank you visiting us and hope to see you soon, and please bring Uncle XZ again with you next time you visit us, please…” the kids said enthusiastically. SM just smiled at them and didn’t know what answer. She could not speak for sir XZ and promise them that he would come with her the next time she visits. But it was XZ who answered for her and said: “Absolutely children! I would not miss the chance to see you all again for I enjoyed my time here with all of you… I think I even had more fun than all of you combined!” Hahahaha…. The children all laughed together, even the nuns and even SM could not contain their laughter. Indeed, it was quite funny to hear that this man, who looked so serious and formal wearing a suit, was telling these kids that he had more fun while playing than all of them!

As they left, XZ offered to give SM a ride home. SM chuckled and said: “You don’t need to drive me home sir XZ for my house is just a few blocks away, just across the park. I can easily walk on my way home but thank you for the offer. And I greatly appreciate what you did today at the orphanage. You made them very happy,"

“It was my pleasure to do it SM, I am also glad that I made you very happy… ummm… you and the kids and nuns at the orphanage. By the way, since you said that your house is just nearby, then may I just walk you home? I will leave my car here first then go back for it afterwards. I think I need the walking exercise anyway, as I’ve been cooped up in the office and sitting behind the desk almost everyday," XZ told SM.

SM agreed with a nod and a smile and as they were strolling along the park, a gust of wind sent a chill to SM. XZ noticed this and so he removed his coat and placed it on SM’s shoulders. SM was quite shy with what he did and told him that she was fine. But XZ insisted on it and he said that he didn’t want her to catch a cold for he needs her to be in “tip-top” shape for she is a valuable part of the team.

Yah, I’m just a vital part of the team for him, an efficient employee, that’s all, SM thought to herself again. And as they reached the gate of her house, she stopped for a while and returned the coat back to XZ. Then SM said: “I would invite you inside for a cup of coffee sir, but my dad is not around and I’m just alone in the house and I wouldn’t want the neighbors to get the wrong impression…”

XZ cut short her sentence and said: “I totally understand Ms. SM Zhen. No need to explain. I’ll just see you at work tomorrow okay? Once again thank you for introducing me to those kids at the orphanage; I really had a wonderful time with them,"

“I’m so glad to hear that sir XZ. I had a wonderful time too with you… I mean with you and the children at the orphanage of course!” SM said uneasily. XZ touched her shoulder and said: “Good night SM, I’ll see you tomorrow. Oh, and make sure you lock your doors since you’re home alone tonight. I wouldn’t want anybody to harm my ‘super assistant manager’," Then XZ finished his statement with a quick wink to her which made SM grin.

But deep inside, as XZ was walking away and going back to his car, he was thinking to himself: “How can I say my ‘super assistant manager’, when what I wanted to say was my ‘precious sweet angel’?” XZ just sighed as he walked leisurely back to his car and as he was driving off, he could not remove SM’s smiling face from his thoughts. But he had to convince himself that it would not be proper for he is her boss, and a much senior boss at that. SM is not interested in me romantically; she just respects me as a boss that is why she is so sweet and kind to me.

Inside SM’s bedroom, she was a bit restless and could not sleep. Her thoughts were also filled with sir XZ and she put her hand on her shoulder as she remembered how he placed his coat over it and the way he touched her shoulder before he left. But she said to herself that it was just a friendly gesture, just a show of support or encouragement to his ‘super team mate’. Yes, that was what he said, my ‘super assistant manager’. If only SM knew the real words that XZ intended to say. She would not be doubting right now if he felt anything special for her.

 

Chapter 5: New year „» new ideas

 

Another year has just begun and all of the MDS management team members are busy again with planning new "gimmicks" and promotions for the onset of another year. The next biggest celebration or event would be Valentine's Day in February, but as early as January, they are already making plans for the "love month," This usually means "big business" for them because everyone seems to be on a generous mood again to give precious gifts to their loved-ones.

The focal point for the preparations are the ladies & men's wear department since as we all know, during valentine's day season, it's the male & female "lovebirds" who would troop to their department store, to buy that very special gift for their special someone. Also, to find the most beautiful dress and most handsome attire for themselves as they would want to look their best for their respective dates on Valentine's Day celebration.

"I think we should give emphasis to the 20-35 age brackets" said YX, who was the assistant manager of the whole ladies' department (bags, shoes, apparel & accessories.)
"I agree!" said XD, who was her counterpart, being the one in-charge of the whole men's department. "As we know, those who belong to this age range are the ones who are working and are actively dating. Thus, they are our perfect target market for this season because they have the purchasing power or the ability to buy gifts for their partners. What do you think Mr. XZ?"

"I clearly see your point, so let us go toward that direction. Do you have any special promotional gimmick in mind in order to create hype and to serve as an incentive for people to buy from our store?" XZ replied. "Anybody else from the team who have suggestions, feel free to voice them out even if you are not handling the men's and ladies departments.

"How about you Ms. SM, do you have any ideas since you seem to fit perfectly within that age bracket of "yuppies" or young urban professionals. Would you like to make any recommendations?"

SM was quite taken aback since she didn't expect to be asked by XZ because she is handling the Children's dept. and it is hardly the main focus during Valentine's Day. She was busy discussing with CS who handled Toys & Games. She wanted to find more ways to tie together the 2 departments they were handling clearly because it's the kids who also frequent the toys & games section of the store.

Was sir XZ trying to test her skills again, or was he merely asking an innocent question?
SM was speechless for a few seconds but after gathering her thoughts, she started to speak: "Ummm... actually, I don't have much experience in the dating scene yet because as you all know, I'm a fresh graduate and I was just focused on my studies when I was a student"

"Oh, you had no time for love and romance while you were studying, huh?" YZ chided SM as the boys: XD & CS laughed out loud. But YM was not amused by his comment and gave him her signature dagger look that fit her snobbish attitude.

SM simply blushed and sir XZ noticed that she was embarrassed by YZ's interruption thus he motioned for her to go on and said: "As you were saying, SM"

"As I was saying, I didn't have much experience in dating before but according to my friends, they would really look forward to "V-day" and eagerly await and anticipate what special gift their girlfriend or boyfriend / suitors would give them. And one more activity very popular in our campus is the dating game type of show,"

"Dating game type of show? What's that all about?" XD asked curiously.

"Well Mr. XD, it's when the school would invite special guests, like celebrities for example, and selected students would compete in the show. The celebrity guest or "searcher" cannot see the contestants at first and he or she would only rely on their answers to the questions. Whoever has the most answers matching with the searcher's choices or preferences wins the game. The prize would then be a romantic dinner date with that celebrity," SM explained further.

"Oh I see, so maybe we can implement that kind of game here in our store. That would surely garner attention from people and we can set up a stage near the fountain area at the ground level. Then we can invite 2 special guests, one male and one female to serve as the searchers. They would have to be good-looking of course and quite popular so as to encourage our customers to join the game," XD expressed his ideas as well.

"Hmmm... a new and creative concept. But how can we benefit from this dating game show or contest?" XZ inquired.

"Well, we can make a promo scheme stating that for a certain amount of purchase, the customer shall be entitled to a raffle coupon and by the end of the promo period, 6 customers will be chosen: 3 boys and 3 girls. Of course, the rules are the contestants should be single or still 'unattached' and between 20-35 years old, in order to be eligible to join the game. What do you think YX? Would you support this activity? After all, it's a joint project of both the departments we are handling. And I believe it would greatly boost our sales because of the incentive to have a "dream date" come true!" XD asked YX enthusiastically.

"It's not a bad idea, but who are the celebrities you have in mind and would they agree to participate in such a contest?" YX directed the question to XD but it was YM who answered.

"I have a suggestion. Instead of getting big name celebrities who I assume are difficult to contact and hard to convince to join such a contest, why don't we scout for local talents? I mean from the agency where we get our models in our print ads used in our department store,"

"That's a great idea YM" YZ beamed with pride at the brilliant suggestion of his "lady love" and when we get those models as the searchers, it would create more promotion for our company and our products since they are already recognized by the people frequenting our stores. These models are already associated with MDS and it would surely boost the image and pride of the lucky contestants since they would be able to brag about the fact that they had a special date with someone "popular".

"I agree with you YZ. So I guess the searchers should be the main models of our ladies and men's department shoes & apparel sections. They are Aubrey & Jaytee" YM affirmed.

"Ha, for once, your "lady love" YM agreed with you on something" CS whispered to YZ's ear teasingly and the two grinned at each other.

"Okay then, so it's settled. We shall implement this promo scheme and call the show: "It's a Date". YX and XD please coordinate with each other and facilitate everything that would be needed for this game show. I want the contest to run smoothly and make sure that there would also be posters scattered all over the store announcing this Valentine's day gimmick'. Also, make sure to contact our local newspapers and have a full page ad printed, explaining the mechanics of the game. That's about it everyone, the meeting is adjourned," XZ finished his statement.

"Right away sir. We will handle everything, don't worry. This promotional move will be a success, I guarantee," YX assured XZ.

"I'm glad to hear that. I have confidence in you in XD to get things done. Oh by the way, let's all thank SM for it was her idea after all which spurned this promo activity," XZ smiled at SM and gave her a nod of reassurance.

The rest of team said their congratulations and there was even a round of applause. But YX just stood quietly in one corner and had a serious expression on her face. She was actually not delighted with what sir XZ said, giving the full credit to SM. SM noticed this and she felt uncomfortable with the situation as she didn't want her senior co-worker YX to be upset with her.

So she said politely: "Thank you sir, but it was just a simple suggestion on my part. Its success will rely greatly on the efficient implementation of Mr. XD and Ms. YX. They should be the ones credited with the success of this activity,"

"Ok then, back to work everybody. We have lots of things to do and prepare for the opening of another business year here at MDS. Good luck to everyone and keep up the good work," Sir XZ said as he quickly exited the meeting room.

"Oh no!" SM thought. "Did I offend sir XZ when I said that I should not take the credit for the idea and success of the dating game show? Maybe he felt that I was not grateful that he commended me that's why he hurriedly left the room after the meeting. You silly stupid girl, SM! Why didn't you just keep quiet and take his compliment? If only I didn't see Ms. YX's reaction that made me feel like she was ready to "eat me alive" with the way she looked at me back there at the meeting room"

SM was immersed in this train of thought while walking along the corridor that she didn't notice sir XZ standing at the end of the hallway by the elevator. She almost bumped into him if he didn't hold her shoulders and shook her from 'daydreaming' while walking.

"SM what is the matter? You almost ran into me here in the hallway if I didn't stop your walking," XZ asked her amusedly.

"Oh! Sir XZ, you are here, what are you doing here, didn't you leave ahead of us, why are you still here? Ooppss, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to bump into you, please excuse me," SM said half stammering. She always became self-conscious whenever he's around.

"I was waiting for the elevator and it skipped this floor. Probably because it was already full. So I have to wait for the elevator to go back up again and hopefully this time it would stop on our floor," XZ explained but still looking at SM with a curious look. "May I just ask what you were thinking of so deeply just now that you failed to notice me, a person blocking your way?"

"That? oh it's nothing sir. You know me, always thinking of ways and means to further improve the sales of the store, particularly in my department," SM lied for she could not tell him that the real reason she was so deep in thought was because of him!

"By the way, that was so humble of you to try and re-direct the compliment to YX and XD for the idea that you shared. But I was honest and sincere when I said that it was really a great new idea and we couldn't have thought about it if not for your fresh inputs. Well done SM" XZ extended his hand to SM for a handshake.

SM was a little bit surprised again but this time she didn't refute his compliment and accepted it whole-heartedly. She also extended her hand in gratitude and said: "Thank you sir XZ, after all, that's what a "super assistant manager" is for right?" SM gave him a sweet smile as she once again recalled what he called her on that December night in front of her house.

"Yes indeed SM, you are an excellent team mate and you never cease to amaze me with your excellent new ideas," Said XZ

Ding! The elevator door finally opened and XZ went in. "Going down SM?"

"Please sir, go ahead, I still have to get my bag from my office and tidy up my desk a little. Have a safe drive home and good night," SM nodded at him politely.

The elevator doors shut and while alone inside, XZ was still thinking about what SM just said. "So she still remembered what I said that night, (sigh), I shouldn't have called her that, I should have just said what was in my heart and blurted out: you are my precious sweet angel!"

But how could he do that and jeopardize their great working relationship. It would just make things complicated and uncomfortable between them. Not to mention the rumors that would spread in their office if anybody found out that he was courting and pursuing her. No, as long as he can contain his true feelings for SM, he will do it. He wouldn't want to scare her away and distract her mind from the excellent job she's been doing so far. XZ just shrugged his shoulders as he got out of the elevator and proceeded to walk toward his car.


Chapter 6: "It's a Date"

 

>> Additional cast of characters:
Jaytee = male model of MDS; searcher for the dating game show
Aubrey = female model of MDS; searcher for the dating game show

After much planning, preparation and promotion, the day for "It's a Date" game show was on its way. The hosts for the show were also YX and XD since they were the ones who spearheaded the event. The first round was for the female searcher Aubrey. There were 3 male contestants pre-chosen during the raffle draw held a week before Valentine's Day. Everybody was so excited and eager to know who would be the lucky man to have a date with the beautiful model. The audience had their own favorites and after all of the questions, the winner was declared and the prize was a dinner date at a restaurant in a 5 star hotel in downtown Seoul.

Next up was the male searcher Jaytee. Just like Aubrey, he is the image model for Merchants Department Store. He's 26 years old, 6 feet tall and with a muscular built, perfectly fit for a model. He was only half Korean, just like the actor Daniel Henney. Thus, his facial features are not totally Asian. He has fair skin, brown hair matching his brown eyes and has a cleft - chin.

He is already popular with the ladies frequenting the store since his face was plastered all over the walls of the men's department. Many ladies also wished to be the lucky girl that night. Unfortunately, by an unexpected turn of events, one of the female contestants did not make it to the contest because she suddenly became ill with the flu. They only found out about it a couple of hours before the show so there was no time to pick another name via raffle to replace the contestant.

YX was already panicking because she had personally re-affirmed to sir XZ that she would take care of everything and that things would go on smoothly. Then XD had an idea and he relayed it to YX:

"Why don't we get a contestant from our staff? Besides, no one else knows who the original contestant was so we can easily get a replacement from among us. Who do you think should we get? How about you YM?" XD asked.

"Oh no, no sir! I'm shy to go on-stage and join a contest to win a date with a complete stranger. I'm much too conservative for that!" YM replied emphatically with a frown.

"What will I do XD? It's just minutes before show time and we still don't have a third contestant!" YX implored XD to give her advice on what to do. Then SM walked into the backstage of the show to greet the contestants and wish them good luck.

XD saw him and suddenly had an idea. "SM, come over here please" SM proceeded to where XD & YX stood and asked them what was the matter. "We have a dilemma SM. You see, one of the female contestants couldn't make it at the last minute for she was stricken with the flu. So may I ask a very big favor from you: Can you please fill in her shoes and be the new contestant?"

SM was astonished by what she heard, her eyes wide open & her mouth agape but she was speechless. "What? , Mr. XD? , Me? , Why me? Why not anybody else?" This time it was SM's turn to panic!

"Please SM, we have no more time and the show is about to start. At least you already know the mechanics of this game by heart. After all, this dating game was your brilliant idea right? So why not support this activity all the way and do this very big favor for us. Please! You wouldn't want to let MDS and sir XZ down wouldn't you?"

Somehow, that last sentence from YX made the huge difference. Yes, she wouldn't want to let the company down, especially not sir XZ, Before she knew it, YX and XD were already thanking her profusely and the next thing she heard was her name being called out as one of the contestants. She already had no choice but to go on-stage and take her seat between the other two ladies.

XZ was also shocked and puzzled upon seeing SM seated among the contestants on stage. "What's happening?" he thought to himself. "What is SM doing there?" SM on the other hand had already regained her composure. She was still very nervous but she just flashed her sweetest smile and the audience responded warmly to her. They would cheer on whenever she would give her answer and it seems that Jaytee's answers almost always matched hers.

Now it was time to announce the winner and it was none other that SM!!

"Oh no! What did I get myself into this time?" SM was again talking in her mind but there was nothing more she could do to protest as they were already leading her to the other side of the stage where Jaytee was waiting with a nice bouquet of flowers to give her.

While all this was happening and as the crowds were cheering, XZ still could not believe it. His face was again without expression and he was wondering why he suddenly felt so jealous of this young handsome man Jaytee who would actually have a romantic dinner date with SM.

Probably because he felt deep inside that he would wish so much that it is him up on that stage smiling beside her while everybody else teased them. This kind of matter would never happen if it were the two of them. Instead there would most probably be "jeers & smirks" and not cheers from their co-workers. He would be labeled a "cradle snatcher" or worst yet a "sugar daddy" to SM.

Their 12 year age gap was really starting to be a hindrance for him to reveal his true feelings. They were actually on opposite ends of the 20-35 age bracket designated for this contest! She is only 22 years old while he is already 34. He was also starting to get annoyed by the fact that a man such as Jaytee might be her real type or the ideal man for her. Their ages are nearer to each other and he must admit that they did look good together.


Chapter 7: Romantic dinner for two?

 

After the contest proper and when all the people from the audience have dispersed from the stage area, SM excused herself and approached YX & XD. "I already did my part for the show, now may I be excused. Kindly inform Jaytee that I was not a real contestant thus our dinner date need not push through. I still have work to do in my office"

YX interrupted her: "But SM you can't do that, you can't leave just like that. Some photographers will go with you to the restaurant and document the event. They need to take pictures of your dinner date in order to attach to the story that the local newspaper will post. This is in order to prove that the promo activity is indeed a success and that the lucky winners enjoyed their dates. This is all for the good of the company SM. Please, can you just do this one last thing for us, just to complete the whole process?"

SM still wanted to protest but Jaytee was growing impatient in waiting for his 'date' so he approached them asked if he could already proceed to the date venue with SM. Again, SM just sighed, shrugged her shoulders and told herself that she's doing all this "all for the love of the company" and as a very diligent and dedicated employee.

When SM and Jaytee finally left the store to go to the hotel's restaurant with the photographers and a reporter, XZ then approached YX and XD to clarify matters. "What just happened here? Why did SM suddenly become the contestant? Was this part of your great promo scheme or brilliant promo plan? XD could not look directly at XZ for his eyes were sort of glaring while waiting for their answer. It was YX who stepped up an offered her excuse, rather her explanation:

"You see sir XZ, one of the contestants got sick and we were informed only at the last minute. We had no time to get a replacement and SM, being a "real trooper" decided to help us out and volunteered to be the substitute contestant. It was all her idea sir. She said she didn't want to see her bright idea to encounter problems and become a failure. So she decided to help us out and she's indeed lucky for who would have imagined she would even win in the game?!"

"Is this true, XD" XZ asked sternly. XD wanted to tell the truth but YX quickly glared at him. Not wanting to disappoint YX or embarrass her before XZ, XD just slightly nodded as a sign of confirmation to her story.

"Well then if that's the case, we must congratulate all the winners and thank everyone who made this event a success," With that, XZ quickly turned around and walked straight toward his office, slamming the door behind him. His secretary ZD was shocked for this is the first time that her boss acted this way. He seemed so upset but she was so afraid to ask him what the matter was so she just decided to keep quiet and let him cool down.

Inside XZ's office, he was indeed angry but he didn't exactly know why he was feeling this way. Was he angry at SM? But how could he be when as YX related, she only did it to save the show. Is he mad at Jaytee? But why when he only met him today and he seemed like a nice and friendly guy. Besides, it was just a game. Really nothing to it, just a silly game that he approved and allowed to happen, upon the suggestion of SM. Little did he know that this simple promotional gimmick would backfire on him like this!

Perhaps he was most upset with himself. Because he was too afraid to be honest with his feelings for SM so he is now suffering in silence. Feeling the pangs of jealousy eating him up inside. Added to that was the fear of losing SM over this new guy Jaytee who suddenly entered the picture.

At the 5 star hotel's restaurant, SM and Jaytee were already having dinner while the photographers, much like the "paparazzi" clicked away on their cameras and the reporter took down notes on what he observed between the two winning couples who were there.

SM and Jaytee chatted casually, talking about the 'basics of getting-to-know-you stage' like: what's your name, how old are you, where did you study, what are your hobbies, etc. etc. SM discovered that Jaytee was a cool guy, smart, witty and funny too. He was not just a pretty face but also well-educated as he was also able to finish a college degree in music before venturing into modeling.

He said that this was only his past time or stepping stone but what he really wanted was to be a song-writer. He was already starting to compose several songs but he still has to polish them. And while waiting for the perfect timing and golden opportunity to land a deal with a recording company, he has to earn a living and receive regular income, thus he entered modeling.

"I was so lucky to be chosen as one of the image models for MDS since I know it's one of the leading department stores in Seoul. The exposure would be great plus there was a steady flow of projects because that company has a very aggressive marketing team that would require promo spreads regularly. So that's just great for me. I also didn't imagine that my work here would actually pave the way for me to meet a beautiful woman like you," Jaytee told SM while looking at her intently.

"Ehem, ehem" SM almost choked at her glass of wine upon hearing those words from Jaytee. She wanted to laugh but she couldn't so as not to offend him. What she found funny was the fact that Jaytee was still unaware that she was an employee of this company that he was talking about. And in the first place, she was not actually a 'real' contestant for the show but just a mere last-minute replacement.

"Hey Jaytee, we've only just met and yet you flatter me too much already! Or maybe it's just the wine talking or the sumptuous food?" SM tried to make light of what Jaytee was trying to say to her. How could he be this fast with his words, so direct to the point?

So unlike sir XZ who was "a man of few words" but just a simple nod from him, a gentle smile, a pat on the back or a touch on the shoulder made her feel so secure¡K. Haaayyy, there you go again SM, talking to yourself and thinking of sir XZ while you're on a Valentine's day dinner date with this handsome guy.


After dinner, SM and Jaytee bid their farewells to each other and even if Jaytee insisted, she still declined his offer to drive her home. She just made an excuse that she is meeting her father by the bus station. What she really intended to do was to go back to the office since it was just near the hotel. She still had lots of unfinished paper work which she just left there. Due to the abrupt turn of events that landed her from being an MDS employee, to being a dating game contestant, to having dinner with a handsome but overly-aggressive guy for her taste!

She was actually smiling while walking along because never did she imagine in her wildest dreams to join and win an actual dating game. In all her years in the university, she never once had the intention to join. And now that she was already working, that would be the time that it would happen??

"Hahaha, sometimes you really must have a great sense of humor to deal with the events in life" SM thought again to herself and upon reaching the employees' entrance at MDS, she immediately proceeded to her office. It was already silent in the building for the store was already closed. Only dim lights lined the corridors and as she was about to turn on the corner to enter her office, she noticed that a light was still on in sir XZ's room.

"Hmmm, could he still be here at this late hour? How come? Overtime work again? Doesn't he have dinner date plans too? After all, it is Valentine's day," Then suddenly it occurred to SM that in her almost a year of service in MDS, he never did mention anybody special in his life. No girlfriend neither visiting him at work nor giving personal phone calls. It suddenly occurred to her to question how come a very eligible bachelor like Mr. XZ Yin didn't have a special someone in his life yet?

"Maybe he's just too picky or choosy with his taste in women, or maybe he is such a workaholic that he has no time for love or socialization, or maybe, just maybe he is just waiting for the right lady to come along, Hey! Maybe that person could be me?? Aishh, snap out of it SM, wake up from dreamland again!"

Then it suddenly occurred to her, why not knock on his door and see if he is still really there, perhaps he could use the company of a friend since both of them are "loveless" this Valentine's day. Of course that "date" with Jaytee does not count because it was just a contest prize, "Well, what have I got to lose? I'll just knock on the door and if no one answers, I'll be on my way, but what if he is still there and asks me what I need and why I was still there too? Oh well, I'll cross the bridge when I get there"


Chapter 8: Late night encounter

 

SM paced slowly towards the door of sir XZ's office. She lightly tapped at the door but there was no answer. She rapped on the door louder this time but still there was no reply. She was about to turn around and go back to the direction of her office but as she turned, she suddenly bumped into something ... or someone!

"SM, we always seem to bump into each other every time," XZ said amusedly. "By the way, aren't you supposed to be on a romantic dinner date, what are you doing back here at the office?"

"Oh, that date, well, errr," SM could not find the words to explain the situation to XZ.

"It's okay, no need to explain. YX and XD already explained everything to me. And once again, that was a noble gesture you did. Covering up for the sick contestant in order to save the game show. I really admire your dedication SM. You really go all out to support a project and you make sure to follow through on your task at hand. Going all the way unto completion," XZ said all these half-mockingly.

Suddenly, SM began to frown and thought: "What was he saying? How could he possibly know the whole story when she hasn't told him anything yet? Maybe YX and XD told him a different story because judging from his tone of voice now; he seemed to be irritated with her and what she did. As if she was the one who volunteered to participate when in fact she was just 'pushed' by the two hosts to do it. Persuading her with the words: do it SM for the good of the company, don't let sir XZ down"

SM wanted to explain her side of the story, the truth, but she opted not to do so at this time for he seemed unready and unwilling to listen.

"So, did it turn out to be a 'dream date' after all? Did this guy turn out to be your ideal man, your Mr. 'dream boy'?" XZ commented as he proceeded to enter his office. SM was smiling sheepishly as she followed him inside the room. XZ turned around and said: "And what is so funny Ms. SM?"

"Forgive me sir for laughing, it's just this whole thing is so funny and this whole day was just crazy! With a whirlwind of events: first the game, then the date, now all your questions, sir XZ, really, do you honestly think I would consider Jaytee as my 'dream guy' already after knowing him for just a few hours and a single date," SM started to laugh again and this time XZ started to laugh along with her.

"How about you Mr. XZ?" SM asked.
"What about me SM?" XZ replied.

"I was just wondering why a very eligible bachelor such as you is "dateless" this Valentine's Day and instead spending time all alone in his office?" It was SM's turn to tease XZ and somehow even if he is her boss, their boss & subordinate relationship seemed to vanish that night. Suddenly she felt so comfortable just talking to him so casually. Maybe because it was V-day? Perhaps it was the effect of the wine she drank during dinner.

"You know SM, it's a little bit complicated. You see, I already have somebody in mind who I really like, but I just can't seem to bring myself to reveal my feelings for her," Even XZ was surprised with his sudden candidness while talking to SM. Probably the effect of the brandy he drank a while ago as he was sitting all alone in his office, thinking of SM.

"Well, sir, it's just so simple. How can this lady know your feelings for her if you won't reveal it , express your emotions, and isn't today the perfect time to do so since it's Valentine's day, as they say, a somewhat magical day, where anybody can have good luck in love, do you believe that sir XZ?"

When SM finished talking, XZ just sat silently on his chair, looking towards the direction of the window in his office. SM noticed again that he might really be tired tonight and in no mood for small talk or chit chat so she slowly stood up from the couch and made her way out of the office. XZ still didn't budge and as SM reached the door, she turned again and said: "Happy Valentine's Day Mr. XZ Yin & have a pleasant evening,"

While SM was waiting for the elevator door to open on their floor, XZ stood beside her and said: "It's late SM, please allow me to take you home," SM wanted to refuse and say that she can manage to go home alone at this late hour. But somehow she couldn't tell him off as easily as she did with Jaytee. She could not bring herself to say the same excuse she made up earlier, that her father will fetch her. Perhaps it was because this time, in reality, she would love it if sir XZ really did drive her home.

Inside the car, sir XZ was still not in a 'chatty' mood so it was SM again who broke the ice. "By the way sir, have you eaten dinner yet? It seems to me that you haven't left the office since this afternoon and maybe you skipped your dinner. You must be famished since it's already nearing midnight"

"I'm just fine SM, thank you for asking. Suddenly I seemed to have lost my appetite since this early evening, after the game show activity was finished"

SM was starting to feel uneasy again with the remarks and replies of sir XZ. Was he really that upset with what she did, enough for him to lose his appetite?!

They stopped on a red light in an intersection and there was a flower vendor sitting on the corner of the street. When their car stopped, the vendor approached them and tap on XZ window asking if he would want to buy roses for the beautiful lady. SM felt shy but XZ just smiled, rolled down his window and purchased a bunch of 3 red roses. He handed it to her and said: "Happy Valentine's Day too, SM, I know it's not much of a bouquet compared to the one you got form Jaytee earlier but it's all I can manage to give you tonight,"

SM chuckled and said: "tell you what sir XZ, I would gladly receive these flowers you've given me, if you would please stop mentioning Jaytee! And to tell you the truth, I think these roses are more special since you gave it to me personally, unlike the bouquet I got earlier which I know was purchased at the stall beside the cafeteria coz I was even the one who told the staff member to buy it from there! So do we have a 'deal' sir XZ?"


XZ just glanced at her nodded but deep inside he was so happy to hear SM say that she cherished more the flowers that he just gave her. He was starting to realize how silly he was to feel so insecure about the younger man Jaytee, jumping into all these absurd conclusions about him and SM.

As they reached SM's house, he saw that the lights inside the house were not turned on. It would only mean two things: that her dad was home and already asleep; or that her dad was away on a provincial project and SM shall be home alone again.

When SM got down from the car, XZ did so as well and walked with her toward the front gate. SM turned around and said: "Would you like to come in for a cup of coffee sir XZ and maybe a light midnight snack since I know you haven't had dinner yet. I wouldn't want you to suffer from ulcer because as you told me before, we need to be in "tip-top" shape, to keep our "super team" up and running all the time," SM said with a grin.

"Are you sure you'd like to invite me inside this time SM? I remember you told me that you didn't want the neighbors to get the wrong impression"

SM just smiled again and said: "All the neighbors must be asleep by this time, and besides, we're just having a cup of coffee and some light snacks, that's all, nothing wrong with that. Let's celebrate the last few minutes of Valentine's Day shall we? ... As friends and colleagues of course,"

XZ wanted so much to agree with SM and come into her home and take her up on her offer of coffee and snacks as he was indeed starting to feel hungry. But he let his gentleman manner get the better of him.

"Thank you for your very kind gesture and thoughtful offer SM but I think it would be wiser if I visit you at home some other time and not at this ungodly hour. Then maybe you can cook a special meal for me to taste and enjoy. How's that sound? If it's just fine with you and if you are still willing to invite me into your home next time,"

"Okay then sir XZ, 'It's a date!' Errr, I mean I would gladly invite you to my home again and maybe I can prepare a decent lunch for you. To express my thanks for all the support you've given me since I started my work and also for your help at the orphanage and for giving me a ride home tonight. Thanks again sir and have a safe drive home," and with that, SM turned around and started to unlock the gate.

XZ just stood there, unsure of what to do. Then suddenly, out of instinct or a sudden burst of emotion, he held SM's hand, led her close to him and embraced her tightly. He held her for what seemed like an eternity and when he finally let go, he lightly planted a kiss on the top of her head as he inhaled the scent of her hair.

SM didn't show any sign of protest once they were holding each other. Somehow she knew that it was an unspoken truth between them. That they both cared for each other deeply. And somehow there where no more words needed. They just simply understood that they felt something special for one another.

It was so hard to let go but XZ had to do so or else they would be standing there by the front gate forever. SM remembered the words she told him earlier. That Valentine's Day is somehow a magical day, a lucky chance for lovers to be together. Were they actually lovers now? She wasn't sure of the answer. But she knows that tonight was indeed a fortunate night for both of them. For finally that sweet embrace they shared signified the feelings they had which were just cooped up inside a shell, waiting to be released.

SM waved goodbye as sir XZ drove off. With a smile on her face, fragrant red roses on her hand and the sweet memory of their tight embrace, she knew that this would surely be an unforgettable night. The Valentine's day made special not by that supposed romantic dinner date, but by that late night encounter by the gate that would always be etched in her mind and embedded in her heart forever.

"So SM, this must be love?" she once again dwelled on her thoughts as she was about to go to sleep. The precious memory of sir XZ's embrace that shall carry her to the land of sweet dreams tonight.

 

Chapter 9: About last night

 

The next day after Valentine’s, everybody at MDS already went back to their regular work. But somehow, this morning was different for Ms. SM Zhen. She had a certain glow about her and she could not wipe the sweet smile off her face. Her thoughts often trailed off to the events that happened the previous night. ; remembering the handsome face of sir XZ still vivid in her memory. The warmth of his embrace and his long & lean but strong & manly arms engulfing her in that tight embrace.

When SM entered the office, she suddenly became conscious. She was more cautious now not to smile as much and grin as wide, lest her co-workers tease her. But indeed, she was as blooming as those red roses given by XZ. The first one who noticed her was CS, since they were scheduled to have a meeting that morning to discuss a tie up between their two departments.

“There’s something different about you today, SM. But I can’t seem to put my finger to it," CS commented with a frown in his forehead.

“What are you talking about CS? Please don’t be silly?” SM replied with a shrug of her shoulders. But deep inside she knew what CS was talking about and the real reason behind why she is indeed blooming. She just had to contain her laughter so as not to create more suspicion and to avoid more attention and scrutiny from CS.

“Okay then, if you say so… but I still believe that there’s something different about you. Your face seems brighter and no matter how hard you try to hide it, I see that you can’t stop your lips from smiling," CS teased SM even more.

YZ suddenly walked in on their meeting because he was looking for CS to discuss something. He slightly overheard CS last statement thus he became more curious and decided to join the conversation.

“Who can’t stop smiling?” YZ asked as he entered the room which surprised both SM and CS. “Did I hear it right that Ms. SM can’t stop smiling? Hmmm… what could be the reason indeed?” YZ rubbed his chin with one hand as he was looking at SM.

“Aha! I know what it is! CS suddenly exclaimed. “Didn’t you go out on a date with that male searcher last night? Jaytee, right? The male image model of MDS men's department. Maybe you had such a wonderful date yesterday that’s why you look so happy today?”

“Oh yah, that’s right bro.! By the way SM, what happened yesterday that you suddenly became a contestant and you even won the contest? Wait a minute… maybe you had a crush on that searcher so you asked YX and XD to include you in the contest and to make sure that you win a date with him. Is that it?” YZ was growing more persistent with his questioning.

“Guys, stop it! Please don’t be silly! Why would I do something like that? I’m not that desperate okay? And besides, what happened yesterday at the game show is a long story and none of it is my fault. But why will I waste my time explaining it to the both of you anyway when you seem to have drawn your own conclusions already! So if you’ll excuse me, I still have lots of work to do. CS, let’s continue our meeting later this afternoon, when you are already in your right mind, okay?!”

SM left the room feeling exasperated. “Huh! Men! They think they know the answer for everything,"

Just then XD was also passing by the corridor and saw SM walking in a hurry. He approached her and said: “SM, once again I’m so sorry for all the trouble we caused you yesterday. And thank you once again for cooperating and covering up for us, for me and YX. What could I possibly do to repay you?”

“Well, for starters, can you please explain to those two ‘hooligans’ back there the real story behind what occurred at the dating game show. I’m really starting to regret helping you out yesterday when they have been inventing all these kinds of speculations about me and Jaytee," SM told XD.

“Okay SM, I’ll do that. I will tell them what really happened. But anyway, out of curiosity, how did your date go? Did it turn out well? Did you and Jaytee have a great time? Was there an instant chemistry? Did sparks fly?... “

“XD please, I’ve had enough interrogation from those guys and you’re joining them too,"

“Oops, sorry SM. I guess I just became too curious. After all, many people said that you and Jaytee looked good together as a pair and I was just wondering…”

“XD, there you go again!” SM was really starting to get annoyed by these very inquisitive male ‘team mates’ so early in the morning!

“Fine, fine, I’m sorry again. I’ll be going now and talk to those two boys before they cause more trouble and create more talk," XD finally said as he walked away.

“My goodness! And I thought the ladies are the more talkative ones. How come it seems that in here, it’s the men who are more interested in rumors and gossip?” SM just shook her head as she proceeded to the Children’s department.

She was standing near the stock room checking the inventory for the children’s shoes delivered that morning when she heard a familiar deep voice behind her.

“Good morning SM. How are things going here at your station?” Sir XZ was doing his usual morning rounds of the different departments before the store opens.

SM was a bit startled that she almost dropped the inventory sheet in her hand. But she had to regain her composure so as not to be obvious that she felt jittery whenever sir XZ was around. Indeed, she has become more nervous and self conscious, especially after what transpired yesterday night. She was now more confused on whether to be more formal in his company, or to become more casual in approaching him since they have evidently become closer now.

“All is fine here in my station sir. I'm just checking these items that have just been delivered to get them out of the way before operating hours begin," SM replied with a slight bow as she turned around to face XZ. She dared not look directly into his eyes or else she might suddenly lose her composure altogether.

“I see, well I’m glad to know that," XZ looked around and when he saw that no one else was in sight, he moved closer to SM and said the next words half whispering: “Isn’t it your rest day tomorrow?”

“Ye, that’s right sir. Why do you ask?” SM’s back suddenly stiffened because sir XZ was suddenly standing so close to her.

“Well, if it’s not such a bother to you, I was wondering if I could already avail of that “lunch treat” you promised? XZ was now looking at SM directly, the tip of his aquiline nose almost touching SM’s cheek as he was whispering and didn’t want anybody else to hear his question.

SM was starting to feel uneasy and she felt the shivers up her spine. She tried to move a step backward in order to be in a more comfortable distance with her boss. “Tomorrow? Of course sir XZ, it’s no bother at all. Actually it would be an honor for me to have you as a guest in our house," SM retorted with a smile to hide her nervousness.

XZ gleamed when she heard SM agree. “I’ll be arriving at your home at around 12 noon. Is that time fine with you?”

“Okay then sir, tomorrow, 12 noon. But please don’t expect a gourmet meal or feast since I am only an amateur cook,"

“Don’t worry about it SM, I know you will be able to prepare a fine meal," XZ grinned as he walked away and proceeded to check the other departments. He roamed the store that day with a mischievous smile of victory and anticipation evident on his face.


Chapter 10: This could be the start of conflict

 

Early the next morning, Jaytee reported to MDS office to meet with XD and YX. He and Aubrey were to discuss with the management the advertising lay-out for print ads for the upcoming summer season. But for now, the focus of the store is the promotion for selling the items in the 'spring collection'. After the meeting, Jaytee started to make small talk with XD, intending to get more information about the lovely lady whom he went out on a date with on Valentine’s Day.

“Excuse me sir XD but I was just wondering if you kept an information file of those contestants on the dating game that happened two days ago?” Jaytee asked XD.

“Yes, we do have some basic information about the contestants for records purposes. Why do you ask? ... Wait a minute, hold on. Do you intend to contact Ms. SM Zhen?” XD returned the question to Jaytee.

“Actually…yes…You see I failed to get her contact number during our date. I realized she was quite shy and conservative so she didn’t want to divulge any personal information on a first date. Then I thought of a way to contact her and I figured that maybe you had her data on your records. So could you possibly share with me even just her phone number, as a favor please?”

XD put his hand on Jaytee’s shoulder and said: “I’m sorry to disappoint you Jaytee but SM in not really a contestant,"

“What? What do you mean?” Jaytee was confused with XD’s answer.

“She is actually an employee of the company and she filled in at the last minute when one of the girls became sick. She was gracious enough to agree with our request and when she won, she even pushed through with the date in full support of the company’s activity. But I regret to tell you that I cannot divulge any information about her since it is against company policy,"


Jaytee was disappointed that XD could not --- or would not help him. Somehow, he even felt betrayed knowing that SM was not totally honest with him. But on the other hand, he also felt relieved because at least now, he has more chances to see SM, knowing that she is also working at MDS.

What he can do is ask around the store about her. Surely they know her and one of them might be kind enough to help him out and give him her contact number and maybe even her address. He was really that smitten with SM. Maybe you can call it “attraction at first sight”. Not just by her beauty but also by her warm character and bubbly personality. And that smile… yes… who can resist that sweet and angelic smile?

Jaytee was on his way to the exit when he passed by ZD at the corridor walking towards the opposite direction. ZD suddenly stopped on her tracks for she recognized this handsome guy from the print ads scattered all over the store. Without thinking, she approached him and said:

“Hello… you are Jaytee right? MDS male image model and the searcher on the dating game held at the store?”


“Huh? Jaytee was quite taken aback by ZD’s approach but then he realized that if she is also an employee here, maybe she can help him with his dilemma. “Yes, you’re right, that’s me. And you are…?”

“Ms. ZD, personal secretary to the general manager," She replied boastfully while batting her eyelashes at Jaytee.

“Oh really… Then you must be very influential here too? Working so close to the top man of the company” Jaytee wanted to flatter ZD with his comments. “By the way, since you’ve mentioned the dating game already, I wanted to ask if you personally know SM. You know, the lady I had a date with,"

“Hmmm… yes, I do know Ms. SM, but why do you ask?” ZD looked at him with a frown and a pout.

“Well, I wanted to thank her for a lovely evening by sending a bouquet of flowers. But I don’t have her address so I don’t know where to send it. Probably you can help me out?”

“I do have her residence on my files, but I don’t know if I should give it to you because as per company policy, only co-employees are allowed to know each other's addresses,"

“But I can also be considered as a co-employee, as you said so yourself, you recognized me as the image model representing MDS. Thus, I’m also working for your company, just like you and SM and everybody else here in the building," Jaytee answered convincingly.

“If you put it that way, I guess you are also our co-employee. But, I don’t know, SM might not like it if I…”


Jaytee interrupted her with more flattery: “Please ZD, you’re my only chance to contact SM. I shall be indebted to you forever! And don’t you know how lovely you look today with your blue dress matching your eye make-up. It perfectly compliments the color of your eyes and your hairstyle. You could be a model too, perhaps even replace Aubrey in representing MDS,"

His flattery seemed to be working very well for ZD’s heart was starting to melt and she suddenly felt like she wanted to help this handsome guy with his “puppy doe eyes” pleading her for some information.

“Anyway, he just wants to send her flowers, that’s all. No harm in that. Besides, in case SM likes him too, then she might even be “thankful” when I do this as a favor to Jaytee; sort of like playing “cupid” for them," ZD was running these thoughts through her head.

“Oh alright, you’ve convinced me. I’m a hopeless romantic, and you seem like a decent guy who does not intend to harm SM … So I guess I can give you her address so that you can already send her those flowers. But don’t ever tell anyone that you got it from me, okay? Or else I might lose my job, understood?”

“Yes I understand. Thank you so much ZD. You are truly heaven-sent," Jaytee grinned from ear to ear as he walked out of the building and proceeded to his car.

“Success! Here I come Ms. SM Zhen; I knew I could find a way,"

What Jaytee told ZD was true. He really intended to give SM a bouquet of flowers to thank her for their Valentine’s Day date. But he has decided not just to send it --- but to personally “hand-carry” the delivery to her home.

Jaytee wanted to act fast in pursuing SM and he planned to visit her immediately that afternoon. “I can just imagine the look of surprise on her face when she sees me knocking at her door,"


Chapter 11: Perfect Lunch or Perfect Disaster

 

SM woke up early that beautiful morning. Even if it was supposed to be her rest day and she could sleep in and wake up late. She suddenly felt so energetic even if the night before she seemed to have a restless sleep. Perhaps due to the excitement of the events that would transpire on that day. After all, it’s not everyday that the general manager of the company you are working for visits you at home and will taste the meal you have personally prepared.

After taking a bath, she slipped into a simple and dainty cotton dress in a pale shade of yellow, sprayed on her favorite cologne: cool water for women, and tied her hair in a ponytail. She proceeded downstairs to the kitchen to start preparing the ingredients for the meal that she and sir XZ will share that lunch time. The dishes she decided on were her favorites: “chap-chae” or sautéed Korean noodles & “kalbi” a Korean beef short ribs dish and steamed rice. Of course there would be kimchi, which was actually prepared by her dad. Her mother was able to teach him how to make kimchi before she died. She said that at least even if she is already gone, SM can still taste her special kimchi recipe.

At around 11:30 am, the table was already set, the noodle dish already cooked and the meat already tender but still simmering under very low fire to keep it warm. At exactly 12 noon, the doorbell rang and SM’s heart suddenly leaped as she almost jumped from the sofa in the living room. She can’t understand it but in an instant, she felt nervous again. Just like a kid on her first day in school or the first visit to the doctor or dentist. She didn’t know what to expect or what will happen but there was no turning back now.

So with “clammy” hands she opened the knob of their front door and looked out to the front porch. Standing there near the gate was sir XZ. He waved upon seeing her by the door so SM walked towards him. He was casually dressed today, his hair without gel. He was not wearing a business suit but instead he was clad in a beige printed shirt covered with a cream-colored jacket and cream pants matched his attire. But although he was not formally dressed, he looked very handsome and debonair still, with his elegant posture and broad shoulders.

“He really looks so suave and dashing and confident no matter what his attire is!” SM excitedly thought.

“Sir XZ, welcome to my home. Please come in," SM said upon opening the gate.

“Thank you SM, but please let us not be too formal today. Just call me by my first name,"
XZ replied as he handed her a bottle of sparkling grape juice to accompany their meal.

“Okay sir… errr… XZ… I’m sorry; I’m still not comfortable calling you only by your first name…” SM said shyly.

“That’s fine, you will be used to it soon enough," XZ told SM with a wink and a smile as they both entered the Zhen’s abode.

“Hmmm, smells good. I think I will be able to eat a lot today. I only had a very light breakfast so I can fully enjoy the special meal you have prepared. So tell me chef SM, what shall we be having today?” XZ chuckled as he said this.

SM also smiled and somehow her nervousness was being eased away. She knew that XZ was making the effort to make her feel comfortable with all his casual remarks. So one by one SM laid the dishes on the dining table.

“The kimchi looks delicious. Is this your own recipe?” XZ asked.

“Ummm, actually…” SM wanted to take the credit and say that it was hers so that when XZ likes the taste, he will be impressed. But she could not lie to him so she said the truth that it was her late mother’s recipe and that it was her dad who prepared it.

“Well it tastes really good!” XZ exclaimed. “Maybe you should start learning the recipe from your dad so the next time you can confidently boast that it is truly your recipe," XZ smiled as he was munching the delectable kimchi.

SM thought to herself: “Next time? Did he actually say: next time? Oh my, it means he intends to return and have a meal here again!” somehow that thought put a smile on SM’s face, thinking of the possibility that XZ would eventually be a regular guest at their home.

After the appetizing kimchi, they proceeded to eat the main course of noodles, beef short ribs with steamed vegetables and rice. But before that, sir XZ proposed a toast for the both of them: “To the greater success of MDS, good health to our families and also to each other’s genuine happiness…” XZ looked intently at SM as he uttered the last part of the toast, putting emphasis on the words: each other’s genuine happiness…”


SM didn’t know how to react so she just said: “Cheers!” as they clinked their glasses together and sipped the sparkling drink.

After lunch, SM started to prepare hot green tea while XZ proceeded to sit on the sofa in the living room. He saw some photo albums on the center table so he asked permission if he could see them. SM was hesitant at first but there was nothing she could do since he was already reaching out for an album. Luckily, she kept her childhood photo albums inside her room so she was not actually worried that he would see “funny looking” pictures of hers.

“Where are your photos from childhood, SM?” XZ inquired.

“Oh, they’re safely kept inside my room, in order to avoid scrutiny from house guests like you!” SM replied with a sheepish grin.

“Oh I see, so whose pictures are those included here?” XZ again asked.

“They’re mostly pictures of my mom and dad… since their wedding day, their honeymoon, until the time she was pregnant with me, the happy times before she became ill…” SM’s voice trailed off as she laid the tray of hot tea on the table and sat across XZ.

She did not sit beside him for she thought it was quite “improper” and besides she did not want to feel nervous again, as what she always felt whenever she’s so close to him.

SM and XZ spent the afternoon drinking tea, browsing through photo albums and talking about anything and everything under the sun. They were simply discussing just like good friends or old buddies. But in reality, they were neither… they could not be considered as old time friends nor buddies since they have only known each other for less than a year. But somehow they felt so comfortable in each other’s company, particularly at these times when the boss & subordinate barrier seemed to be broken. When they are just chatting casually just like peers and equals.

It was already nearing 5:00 pm but both of them didn’t seem to notice the time pass. They were too engrossed in their conversations like getting to know each other’s hobbies & habits, family backgrounds & childhood stories from school days. There were even times when XZ felt a bit embarrassed because sometimes, their 12 year age difference became too obvious and evident when they would discuss about a certain year. For example: XZ would mention that he was already working at a certain year, while obviously SM was not yet employed then since she was just in high school!

There were some instances that XZ would try to change the topic and veer towards more personal questions. Like asking SM what she liked in a guy, what type of man she preferred, etc. But the moment he noticed that SM would lower her eyes and blush, becoming hesitant and tentative in her answers, he would quickly change the topic to make her feel at ease again.

XZ finally stood up and said that he didn’t want to impose more time in disturbing SM during her rest day.

“Don’t say that sir XZ… I mean XZ… it’s my pleasure to have you as a guest. We would never be able to chat about all these things if we were back in the office. Again, I appreciate your visit and I really hope you liked the meal I prepared for you. I know it must be too simple compared to the other dishes you have tasted, but it’s just my humble way of expressing my heartfelt thanks for accepting me in your team and for all the help and assistance you’ve given and the management knowledge you have imparted,"

“On the contrary SM” XZ retorted. “It is I who should thank you, in behalf of MDS, for all your tireless work and devoted efforts for the betterment of the company. You are an asset to the group, and you are an inspiration to everyone… especially to me…”

“Uh-oh… suddenly I’m feeling the ‘shivers’ again!” SM’s back stiffened once more as her heart beat was racing. “Could this be love then SM? Could this be really it? Oh, why do his simple words have this major effect on me? Those words which sound so sincere coming from his heart-shaped lips. Oh my goodness, those lips…” SM was trying hard to suppress her thoughts as she saw sir XZ intently gazing at her again. His deep round eyes seem to penetrate her very mind and soul.

XZ seemed determined and ready to completely reveal his feeling for her. That indeed she was valuable to him. Not just as a super assistant manager or team mate, but more so, as the precious sweet angel who brought the tingling sensation of love into his heart.

He was about to approach SM to hold her hand and fully express his emotions when suddenly…

“Ding dong, ding dong” The doorbell sounded which broke off their intense gaze.

“Who could that be?” SM thought. “Daddy is not scheduled to return until later this evening from the construction site he was managing,"

SM peered through the window but there was no one there. There was no other car parked outside aside from sir XZ’s silver gray BMW. XZ stood behind SM and tried to see who it was but he also did not see anyone. Then he gently placed his hands on SM’s shoulders and slowly turned her around.

“As I was saying SM… you have been an inspiration to me since the first time I saw you walk into the meeting room on your first day at work. You were like a ‘breath of fresh air’… and since then, I have been constantly drawn to you. By your lovely face, your sweetest smile, your caring and thoughtful ways, your dedication… that’s why I would like to know if you are willing to take a chance with me…

"I know I’m several years your ‘senior’ SM, but when I’m with you, it seems that we are on the same wavelength and that we can fully understand each other… I will not rush you to give an answer for I know it must also be a difficult decision for you. You are still young and just starting out in the business world. I do not wish to hinder your growth. So just tell me frankly if you are unwilling to accept me and I will understand…” XZ boldly expressed his emotions, throwing all caution to the wind and all his defenses out the window.

SM couldn’t believe her ears. Somehow everything was happening too fast. They shared a sweet embrace just last Valentine’s Day, and now this complete revelation of sir XZ’s feelings for her. She knows that he is also taking a chance with her by fully exposing to her his heart. She wanted to shout and say: “Yes, yes XZ, I whole heartedly accept your love, I want to take a chance with you…”

But somehow she also felt afraid thinking about how the people will react, specially the people from their workplace. They might label her as a ‘social climber’ and judge her as a ‘gold digger’ for she knew that sir XZ was indeed one of the most eligible and sought after bachelors around. Many other ‘more sophisticated and affluent’ women were also vying for his love and attention.

SM was about to give her answer when once again the doorbell suddenly rang!

“Ding-dong, Ding-dong”

“Not again??!!” Both XZ and SM were already bothered and extremely irritated by this “ding-dong” interruption.


Chapter 12: Surprise visitor!

 

This time, SM was no longer contented to look through the window. So she stepped outside the front door to search the premises of their house and check who could be this person who keeps on ringing the door bell but doesn’t want to show him or her self.

This was actually the cue that Jaytee was waiting for. He didn’t park his Hyundai car near SM’s house so that she would be forced to go outside to see who was pressing the doorbell button. And once she went outside, that would be the time that he would surprise her.

As SM neared their front gate to have a closer look and see who their visitor could be, she noticed an unfamiliar car parked at a distance, around three houses away from their home.

“Oh, maybe it was a visitor of our neighbor who just made the mistake of ringing our doorbell, thinking that this was the house that they were supposed to visit,"

SM was on her way back to the house when suddenly, she heard a male voice call her from behind the gate.


“Ms. SM Zhen… I told you I would find a way to see you again," Jaytee exclaimed while he was holding a bouquet of tulips in his big muscular hands.

SM suddenly froze on the spot. Somehow she knew who that voiced belonged to but she did not want to believe it. “How could he know where I live when I didn’t give him any information, not even a phone number?”

Then SM suddenly remembered that XZ was still inside the house peering through the window. And when she looked at his direction, she saw him still standing there. But his face which was previously filled with love and tenderness has now turned sour with a deep frown and a piercing look that seemed to ask her: “What is that man doing here?”

SM didn’t know what to do. Should she go inside the house and completely ignore Jaytee? But why would she do that when he actually treated her very well during their dinner date. But if she turns her back again and walk towards Jaytee, what would sir XZ think? He has just completely revealed his feelings for her and this is how she repays him? By taking a bouquet of flowers from another man! A man she knew that he was jealous of, judging from the way he acted that night by always mentioning Jaytee in their conversation two nights ago.

Jaytee was a bit confused on why SM was not budging. “I’m sure she heard me so why didn’t she open the gate and let me in?” Jaytee thought. He did notice the silver gray BMW parked nearby but he assumed that maybe it belonged to their neighbor or perhaps to her father? He didn’t realize that this is the car of SM’s other earlier house guest.

“SM, it’s me Jaytee. Or have you forgotten me already?” He chuckled.

SM had no choice but to walk back to the direction of Jaytee. Some of the neighbors were starting to look at them wondering who this guy could be -- creating noise while holding a bouquet of flowers.

“Is that you Jaytee? Oh my, how did you know where I live? You really surprised me," SM said as she approached him while hesitantly opening the gate.

“I didn’t mean to bother you… just wanted to surprise you with these flowers and to personally thank you for a wonderful evening during our date. Did I come at a bad time?” Jaytee asked as she handed over the tulips upon entering SM’s gate.

“Actually…” In truth, SM was at a loss for words and in a jumble of emotions. How could she not be in pins and needles when just a few minutes ago, someone else, possibly her dream man, was professing his feelings for her? And now all of a sudden, another man, a very aggressive and resourceful man at that, has interrupted everything and has ruined the moment for her and XZ.

But SM need not answer anymore for she didn’t realize that sir XZ was already walking towards the front gate and getting ready to leave. When Jaytee saw him, he suddenly felt embarrassed and realized his mistake. So the owner of the BMW is actually SM’s guest.

“SM, I will be going now," XZ said coolly but very dryly, devoid of any emotion in his voice.

“Sir XZ… XZ… I… I am… I am sorry for the unexpected interruption…” SM said softly but she could not look directly into XZ eyes again. She was afraid to see the sadness and disappointment, not to mention the anger, in his eyes.

SM wanted so much to explain to XZ but how could she do it now without enraging him or embarrassing Jaytee.

“Oh, pardon me sir. I didn’t realize that SM had a guest inside. I’m sorry to interrupt," Jaytee told XZ.

“It’s fine. I was already about to leave anyway. Please excuse me," XZ went outside the gate, proceeded to his car and drove off without looking back at either SM or Jaytee.

After he left, Jaytee questioned SM more: “Who is he SM? Is he a friend of your dad or a relative? Or a cousin perhaps; maybe he is like an elder brother?”

SM did not reply to Jaytee. She didn’t have the energy to do so. She has been suddenly drained of all zest as she slowly realized what just happened. The wrong impression or misconception that sir XZ had with the whole situation.

“Thanks Jaytee for the tulips, they’re lovely. However, I’m sorry if I can’t invite you inside our home today since I suddenly feel tired and exhausted and I need to lie down. I hope you understand. Please excuse me," SM said weakly as she started to bid farewell to Jaytee.

“Wait a minute SM. Are you sure you’re okay. Maybe you need my help to assist you in going inside. Are you sure you can handle yourself?”

“I’ll be fine Jaytee. Don’t be so worried about me. I just need some rest. Thanks anyway for your concern,"

“Well, okay then. If you’re sure that you will be okay. Hold on, can I just leave my calling card with you. Just in case you would need any help or assistance. Please don’t hesitate to call me okay?” Jaytee extended his arm to hand over his card to SM.

“Okay," That was all SM uttered as she walked back to the house which was now empty. She directly went upstairs without even bothering to fix the dining table or clean up in the kitchen. As she reached her bedroom, she slowly slumped on her bed and a stream of tears began to flow from her eyes. She could not control her emotions and she was just overwhelmed with fear and sadness and regret as she cried herself to sleep.

Jaytee was still puzzled as he drove off from SM’s house. “What just happened back there? SM must really be sick coz she seemed so different from the young lady I met two days ago. So bubbly and charming, witty and always smiling. Now, she seemed like the gloomiest person in the world. And who was that man that I saw back there at her home? Why did he look so familiar? As if I’ve seen him before, I just can’t recall exactly where,"

XZ was also in deep thought as he was driving along the road towards his apartment. Upon reaching his abode, he immediately looked for a glass and a bottle of brandy. He began to drink and probably thought of consuming the contents of the whole bottle if he could! He wanted to drown out all the frustration and anger he felt deep inside and to cloud his mind from the thoughts of SM and that Jaytee.


*** to be continued ***


{An Original Fictional Story written by:I.L.K.[tin-tin] or "iluvkoreanov,"; Jan. 16, 2006/JTT@MMV} (“@_@”)
COPYRIGHT(c)2005 iluvkoreanovela@yahoo.com ALL RIGHTS RESERVED since 4 August 2005

 

 

 


TITLE: THIS MUST BE LOVE

WRITTEN BY: I.L.K. [tin-tin] or “iluvkoreanovela”

CAST OF CHARACTERS:

XZ Yin = (Kenneth)
SM Zhen = (Nicole)
ZD = (Cielo)
Mr. Zhen = (Nicole’s dad)
Jaytee = male image model for MDS


Chapter 13: Series of unfortunate events

 

When SM’s dad arrived home that evening, he was surprised to see the scene in the dining room and kitchen.

“It seemed that SM had a guest this afternoon since the table was set for two people. But how come the table was not yet cleared and the kitchen was also in disarray? Maybe she left home after the meal in a hurry? But why didn’t she call to inform me that she was going out tonight? Or maybe she suddenly felt ill and had no energy to clean up here,"

These thoughts were running through Mr. Zhen’s mind as he quickly went upstairs to look for SM. His voice tainted with a little bit of worry for his only daughter.

“SM, SM, are you home? Where are you my daughter? Are you inside your room? Why won’t you answer? SM’s dad was calling out to her but there was no reply.

“When her dad reached the door, he tried to turn the knob but it was locked. “SM, SM! Can you hear me? Please open the door! Are you alright?”

Her dad’s constant knocking jolted SM out of her sleep and she suddenly sprang up from her bed and ran towards the door to open it.

“Daddy, you’re home! What is it? Why do you sound so panicky and worried?” SM was still dazed as she was suddenly awakened by her dad’s frantic voice and loud knocks on her bedroom door.

“Goodness, child, you almost gave me a heart attack! I thought you suddenly felt sick or something because I saw the mess downstairs, in the dining room and kitchen. That’s why I anxiously looked for you upstairs to see if you were fine," SM’s dad explained to her.

SM totally forgot about the dirty kitchen because she went straight to her room and was constantly sobbing since the time sir XZ left the house in a hurry. Without even a glance towards her, he quickly drove off.

“Oh, that mess? ... My apologies dad. I must have quickly dozed off after going upstairs that I totally forgot about cleaning up. I’ll go downstairs now and fix everything. SM said and tried to leave at once so as to avoid more questions from her dad. But Mr. Zhen was not so easy to evade.

“Hold on SM, I was just wondering how come the table was set for two people. Did you have a guest this afternoon that you forgot to mention to me? Who was she… or he?” Mr. Zhen left the question hanging, hoping that SM would supply all the necessary answers.

“Ummm… actually daddy…” SM was trying to find the right words to say but somehow she was still at a loss. The painful memory of what transpired this afternoon was still fresh in her mind that it seemed too difficult to relay.

“Why don’t we sit down here for a while and I’ll give you time to catch your breath and you can tell me all about it, okay?” Mr. Zhen led SM to sit down on the cushioned seats in her bedroom and he sat beside her, waiting for her to tell him the whole story.

After several sighs and deep breaths, SM started to inform her dad of the series of unfortunate events that happened in their home that afternoon. Since her mother died, her daddy had become her best friend and confidante. She felt that even if he is her dad, she can still tell him things that friends normally share and he was not quick to scold or reprimand her. She knew that he would understand and not laugh at her and treat her woes as mere petty worries.

“I see… so that’s why your face is all red and your eyes are all swollen with your continuous crying?” Mr. Zhen wanted to lighten the mood a little and bring about a slight smile from his daughter’s face.

“Oh daddy! How could you tease me at a time like this?” SM pouted at her dad but soon enough the corners of her mouth started to twitch and she let out a slight smile.

“Aha! See, I know you too well. I knew you would give me a smile that’s why I made that comment," SM’s dad teased her further then he embraced her tightly and said:

“My sweet child…. So my baby girl is now all grown up and turning into a real lady… with many suitors at her doorstep if I may add! I don’t know if I should feel proud and flattered that they are recognizing the beautiful qualities of my daughter; or that I should feel mad at them for causing you this much trouble and heartache,"

Mr. Zhen tried to imitate SM’s frown and pout and this made SM’s smile wider. “Daddy, how can you make a sad situation turn around into something quite humorous just by your statements and comments? You are really the best!” SM planted an appreciative kiss on her father’s cheek.

“That’s right. So I won’t let just any other boy take my daughter’s heart away. Especially if he is just going to hurt you and make you cry. What he must do is to learn to make you happy and smiling all the time. Just like what I did with your mom. Even if she was already sick, we still had so many happy times and joyful memories, do you remember? That’s because I vowed to myself that no matter what the situation may be, there was still always a cause or reason to celebrate and be happy. So the right man for you my dear is someone who can make you smile – always – someone that can make you genuinely happy,"

Her dad’s last words echoed in her mind as she remembered the toast that sir XZ made for them during their ‘lunch date’ earlier. His exact words were: “To the greater success of MDS, good health to our families and also to each other’s genuine happiness…”

“So tell me princess, between the two gentlemen, whom do you prefer and who has captured your heart?” Mr. Zhen started to tease SM again but this time she honestly could not give her dad a straight answer.

“It’s too early to say daddy. Besides, I’ve only known both of them for a short time. Actually, I just met Jaytee a couple of days ago and I’ve been working for Mr. XZ’s company for less than a year. So it’s still too difficult to say for sure. Both have been very nice to me ever since I met them. But as to your criteria… of who would give me genuine happiness… I honestly don’t know yet dad…” SM commented to avoid sounding too obvious that she has already made a choice within her heart.

Then she continued: “…But since it is sir XZ whom I’ve known for the longer time, I can say that I know him better… but after today… I suddenly feel so unsure. I think I have offended him and unintentionally hurt him. And I still don’t know whether his feelings for me have already changed. Oh daddy, why can’t I just be your sweet daughter forever and not have to worry about these complicated affairs of the heart?” SM asked with exasperation in her voice.

“My dear… I would also want that… for you to be forever by my side. But let’s face it, one day you will soon fall in love and forget all about an old man like me and exchange me for someone younger and more handsome to take first place in your heart," Mr. Zhen started to tease her again.

“Dad… I think I already had an overload of teasing from you tonight. So I will know go downstairs and clear up the table and clean up the kitchen. Then I can go back to sleeping which was what I was doing before you interrupted me," And before her dad could protest, she was already out the door and on her way downstairs.

But deep inside, her father’s words were still lingering in her mind. “Someone who can make me smile always and give me genuine happiness… that is who I need to find… “


Chapter 14: Missing in action

 

The next day was the exact opposite of the day before. If previously, SM was feeling much like that kids’ song: “I’m alive, alert, awake enthusiastic”. Today she felt exactly different… she felt numb, disoriented, sluggish and anemic. Her body seemed so lifeless, drained, without energy, and uneager to get out of bed. Even if her father gave her a pep talk last night, she still can’t help but feel down and unwilling to go to work. Perhaps because she still was not ready to face sir XZ. After what happened, she would not know what to feel or how to react in his presence. But one thing is for certain -- not seeing him today would make her heart grow fonder. But would sir XZ miss her too?

XZ woke up with a major headache due to the hang-over from drinking a lot of brandy the night before. He tried to get up from bed but the more he moved, the more his head was spinning. He could not even properly stand up and his knees were wobbly.

“Gad… what’s happening to me… I never felt so horrible in my entire life!” XZ blurted out with a curse as he could not control his splitting headache. And the memory of the events in SM’s house still irritated him. That was adding to pressure in his head… not just the physical torture of the migraine but the emotional torment and anguish that he felt inside.

“Why, why did it have to turn out that way? I’ve mustered enough courage to reveal to her my feelings that I withheld all this time. And when the golden opportunity came, it had to be ruined by that “pretty boy” Jaytee. Gad… if only he was not helping in the sales of MDS by being the male image model, I would have ditched that guy in an instant!”

XZ’s blood was starting to boil again towards Jaytee which increased the pain in his head even more. “Aaahhh… I better call ZD and inform her that I may not be able to go to work today. For how can I function properly with this excruciating headache wracking my brain?!”

“MDS good morning how can I help you?” ZD answered on the other end of the line.

“ZD, it’s me sir XZ. Please inform the team that I’m not feeling well and may not be able to go to the office this morning. I will try to be there in the afternoon if I already feel better. But in the meantime, tell all the assistant managers that they are in-charge. They should not be lax in their work just because I’m not around… okay?”

“Okay, got that sir XZ. Oh by the way sir, Ms. SM has also called in sick today. Just thought you needed to know that too. Would that be all sir?” ZD inquired.

XZ was quite taken aback by what ZD said. “SM also called in sick? But why?” XZ thought. “Was he too harsh on her yesterday and did his abrupt action cause too much distress on her that she suddenly became ill?” XZ started to feel guilty and worried about SM.

“Yes ZD that would be all. You have my cell phone number so don’t hesitate to call me in case something urgent crops up in the office, okay? Thank you ZD," XZ said to end the call.

“Hmm… that’s odd. I think this is the first time that sir XZ has been absent from the office and has called in sick," Unless it was a real emergency, her boss usually comes in the office for he has always been a ‘hands-on’ general manager.

“And what a coincidence that Ms. SM also called and said that she was not feeling well too," ZD was in this train of thought when a handsome guy suddenly appeared in front of her.

“Good morning to you ms.'heaven-sent' ZD.” That was the happy greeting of Jaytee as he approached her desk.

“Oh it’s you again, Mr. Jaytee!” ZD exclaimed as she tucked her hair behind her ears and tried to give him her sweetest smile.

“I just wanted to give you this as a token of my appreciation for the help you gave me yesterday, by giving me SM’s address," Jaytee handed a small envelope to ZD containing complimentary tickets to various fashion shows and discount coupons for some of the products he was endorsing.

“Oh, Jaytee, how sweet of you. You shouldn’t have… but I’m glad you did!” ZD said softly as she peered inside the envelope and saw the tickets and coupons inside. “But don’t forget what I told you before. No one is supposed to know that you got the information from me, understood?”

“Yes, understood," Jaytee replied. “By the way, would you know if SM is in the office already?”

“Ooohhh… such a persistent and diligent suitor you are. But sorry to disappoint you, SM is not here. She just called and said she’s not feeling well so she will not be coming to work today," ZD explained.

“Oh I see..," Jaytee frowned. “Well have a nice day ZD and enjoy those “goodies” I gave you," He said these words while quickly turning around to leave.

“For sure Jaytee… I’ll be going shopping later tonight to avail of these coupons. And by the way, I don’t have an escort to accompany me to these fashion events, and I was wondering if you could be…” ZD did not finish her sentence for when she looked up she realized that the cute guy she was talking to was no longer there.

“I knew it. I knew there was something wrong about her yesterday. That’s why she looked so sad and sounded so weak. She was already feeling sick and didn’t tell me. Maybe I should drop by her house and visit her again. Just to see if she is alright," Jaytee was considering this when he passed by a corridor and saw a picture of the management team of MDS and saw a familiar face.

He walked closer towards the picture and his eyes grew wide in surprise! “So that’s why he looked so familiar. I remember now, I saw him before in one of the functions sponsored by MDS. He is actually Mr. XZ Yin, SM’s boss. But what was he doing at her house yesterday? Could it have been a business meeting or due to personal matters?”

Jaytee started to feel uneasy. So, this was his “competition”. The general manager of MDS! How could he ever compete with such an eligible man? --- The heir to the MDS Company. He is one of the most outstanding and successful men in South Korea below 40 years old.

Then it dawned on him that SM and this Mr. XZ indeed has a huge age difference. “Would SM actually consider him and prefer to be with a man many years her senior? She is just 22 years old, fresh out of college while he was presumably already in his late 30’s. Obviously, he would be ready and willing to settle down soon. Would SM be ready with such a heavy commitment at her young age?”

That would be his only hope then… that SM is still unprepared to settle down and that the more senior Mr. XZ would scare her off. “I am nearer to her age therefore we are more compatible. We would undoubtedly have similar tastes and preferences since we come from the same batch or ‘generation’," He tried to convince himself even more.

Jaytee was starting to feel insecure for the first time. He had always been confident with his looks and talents and his ability to win women’s affections and capture their hearts. But all of a sudden, he is feeling the added pressure to prove himself worthy for SM, more so now with this general manager Mr. XZ in the picture.


Chapter 15: Time for pondering

 

“SM, you will be late for work! Why aren’t you dressed yet?” Mr. Zhen was surprised to see SM leisurely having breakfast at their kitchen counter when it was already nearing ten o’clock in the morning.

SM just looked at her dad and gave a weak smile. “I just feel so drained today dad, like I couldn’t drag my feet to go to work. So I decided to file my leave since I am already a regular employee and duly entitled to avail of that benefit," SM said convincingly.

“I see. So the moment you become a regular employee, you decide to be more relaxed with your work?” Mr. Zhen probed.

“It’s not that daddy. I’m just not feeling too good today. I felt like taking a break from the stress and demands of work. But I promise I will be back at the office tomorrow," SM said with a salute to her dad.

“Ahem… do you really mean to say you wanted to take a break from the pressures of work… or to get away from the pressure of seeing someone at work? Hmmm…” Mr. Zhen really knows his daughter very well.

“Yes dad… how could I ever deny it from you? You’re right; I think I needed to take this day as a break from work to gather enough courage to face sir XZ tomorrow. I still don’t know how he will react when he sees me again. He may act as if nothing happened and we would treat each other in the office as before. Or he would totally ignore me and act as if I don’t exist. I guess that’s what I’m preparing my heart and mind for," SM responded sadly.

“Ok then, collect all the courage that you need if you must. But make sure that you won’t let your personal feelings get in the way of your productivity and performance as an effective employee, alright? Learn to separate your personal affairs and your professional duties. As they say in doing laundry: ‘separate the white clothes from the colored ones’!” Mr. Zhen said as he planted a kiss on his daughter’s forehead and walked towards the front door to leave for another day at the construction site.

SM just smiled at her father’s retreating back and sighed: “Yes daddy, I would always remember that… if only falling in love would be as easy and simple as washing clothes,"

After eating breakfast, SM decided to spend the day cleaning the house for she was not comfortable just lazing around doing nothing. Besides, all this idle time made her think of sir XZ even more, so she wanted to keep busy to keep her mind pre-occupied with other things other than him. She started with the bedrooms upstairs, followed by the area downstairs. She had a quick and light lunch of chunky chicken sandwich and freshly-squeezed orange juice then started to read her favorite magazines to while away the rest of the afternoon.

After a few hours, she proceeded to the bathroom and prepared for a bubble bath. She wanted to relax and further clear her mind, and the best way she thought of was to soak in a nice tub of water with essential oils of lavender and chamomile to help make her feel calm. She lighted some scented candles and played instrumental music in the CD player like “Coming Home” by Jim Brickman & “Northern Lights” by Brian Crain. She remembered sir XZ listening to similar tunes in his car when he drove her home that Valentine’s night.

SM dipped her finely-contoured body in the bath tub and settled into a comfortable position. Then she closed her eyes to relish the “spa-like” ambience of soothing music, essential oils and scented candles.

Meanwhile, at XZ’s apartment, he was also preparing to take a bath in order to ease his frayed nerves. He dipped his naked body in the lukewarm bath tub water. He earlier poured in drops of musk-scented liquid bath soap which is his favorite scent. It complimented his body chemistry and gave a fresh aroma and masculine fragrance all over his well-toned physique. He also closed his eyes as he laid the full expanse of his tall frame across the bath tub. But no matter how hard he tried, he could not rid his mind off the image of SM’s face. Especially her sad and confused expression when he abruptly left her home.

“Was I too harsh in my decision to leave just like that – in a flash?! I didn’t even bid her a proper goodbye. How could I have been so rude to her when she has treated me with utmost kindness and respect ever since her first day in MDS?” These thoughts of regret have been haunting XZ since last night.

He vividly remembered that she looked as astonished as him when she saw Jaytee at the gate carrying the bouquet of flowers. As if she never really expected to see him there. She was also caught off-guard and it felt like his arrival was without her knowledge or consent. Maybe, if he had waited for SM’s explanation, he would have known that she did not mean to insult him in any way by inviting and entertaining another man in her home while they had a lunch date scheduled that day.

“Yes, that’s it! It’s impossible for SM to be that inconsiderate to invite Jaytee in her home knowing that I would be there the same day. Gad… how stupid of me to even think that way about her! She must think that I am a horrible man for thinking so little of her," XZ kept on frowning and rolling his round expressive eyes to the floor and ceiling while inhaling and exhaling heavily.

Then XZ remembered what ZD said that SM called in sick today too. Maybe he could visit her at home and offer his apologies for his rash behavior. Hopefully they can pick up from where they left off and start all over again. If he remembered it correctly, she was about to reply to him after he poured out his heart to her. If that doorbell did not ring, she would have already revealed to him her feelings too.

“I need to know her reply no matter what it may be. I need to hear it from her that’s why I must see her. Today, I will visit her again and this time I will be more rational and not let my jealousy get the better of me," XZ said all these with a glint of determination in his eyes and a slight smile on his lips as he realized that just the thought of seeing SM again today made his heart leap and sent excitement to his senses.


Chapter 16: The moment of truth

 

SM was combing her damp hair in front of the mirror while humming the tunes of “coming home and northern lights” -- the instrumental music that she was listening to earlier inside the bath room. She wore a blouse with brown paisley prints and a chocolate brown ribbon tied in front as a design. She partnered it with a white pencil skirt that highlighted her slim and slender figure. She reached for her brush and hair dryer to completely dry and neatly style her hair and the sound of the motor muffled the sounds outside her room. She was actually surprised when after turning off the hair dryer, the doorbell downstairs was actually ringing again.

“Who could it be this time?” SM asked herself as she went to the window to see who was ringing the doorbell downstairs. She almost dropped her hair brush when she saw who it was.

“Goodness gracious, he is really so persistent! I wonder where he gets all the energy to buy all those flowers and to pursue me and to keep on courting me when I didn’t show any sign of interest even in our first ‘supposed’ date. Oh well, I guess I would have to tell him the truth now and spare him from further agony…” SM slightly chuckled and sighed as she put on her white strappy sandals and prepared to walk down the stairs to greet her guest.

“Jaytee! Is that you? I’m surprised to see you here again. And you brought another bouquet of tulips…” SM approached him to open the gate and let him in.

“Of course, nothing but the best flowers for the most beautiful lady I’ve ever seen," Jaytee replied with a full smile.

“Jaytee, please, stop with all the flattery! Come in, have a seat," SM directed Jaytee to the iron chairs located in the garden. Somehow she didn’t feel like entertaining him in the living room inside their home. She must admit that she felt “protective and possessive” of that area of the house. As if it was reserved only for her “special guest” -- sir XZ!

“How are you feeling SM? Yesterday you looked so pale and you seemed so frail that I was so worried about you. Then I heard from ZD that you called in sick today and would not go to work. So I decided to visit you again at home to check up on you – I hope you don’t mind," Jaytee said matter-of-factly.

“Well thank you for your concern but I’m feeling better now. I just needed time to rest and relax. But tomorrow I shall be going back to work. And did I hear it right, you mentioned ZD? She was the one who informed you that I would be absent today? I didn’t realize that you and ZD knew each other and were actually close to each other," SM asked Jaytee with a slightly raised eyebrow.

Now she had an idea on how he had known her address. Who else but ZD could have given him the information? Everybody was aware of her “track record” of being so talkative and chatty to everyone in the office.

“Errr… yes, I passed by your office trying to look for you then I chanced upon ZD on the corridor and asked if you were already in. So she informed me that you were sick and filed for a leave…” Jaytee started to feel uneasy because he felt that SM is smart enough to figure out that it was ZD who also told him her address.

“By the way, we never got the chance to talk yesterday since you retreated inside your home so suddenly. Would you mind if I stayed longer and get to know you better?” Jaytee asked SM, obviously trying to change the topic.

“No problem Jaytee, what do you want to know?” SM was confident to answer any of his answers for she already knew where she stands and where her heart is… or to whom her heart belongs to.

Jaytee started to ask SM his questions: “Well, yesterday, when I arrived here, you had another guest in your house and I mistook him for a relative or family friend. But when I saw his picture at the MDS office earlier, I realized where I saw him before. He is actually Mr. XZ Yin, the general manager and son of the owner of MDS, right?”

“Yes indeed, that was sir XZ Yin who was here yesterday. He is my boss and I invited him for lunch as a token of gratitude for all the help and guidance he has given me in my work in the company. I didn’t know that you were coming to visit me yesterday so naturally what happened yesterday was very awkward for the three of us,"

SM felt that she didn’t have to hide anything from Jaytee now. She learned her lesson on their first “date” when she was not totally honest with him. By not informing him that she was not really a ‘rightful’ contestant on the dating game show. Thus, she was now faced with the dilemma of dealing with his affection for her which would not have developed had she not been chosen to replace the real contestant and won the game.

“I see…” was all Jaytee could reply because he thought at first that SM would feel uncomfortable when he asked about Mr. XZ but she seemed to react on the contrary. It’s as if she is unafraid to reveal anything.

“Well, if you don’t mind my asking again. Was your lunch simply a form of thanksgiving related to business or work? Or was his visit more for personal reasons?” Jaytee asked SM tentatively but he blurted out the question anyway.

“You know Mr. Jaytee, that matter is already between sir XZ and me and I don’t think I have to reveal or divulge any information regarding that to you? If you also don’t mind my being frank..," SM questioned him back.

“Yes, I understand SM. I’m sorry and I admit I was out of line there. But may I also be honest with you? I like you SM, I like you very much. From the moment I saw you at the stage in the MDS game show, I was already smitten. And it doesn’t matter to me now if you’re a real dating game contestant or not. What matters now for me is how I feel about you. I want to get to know you more and I hope you can give me a chance… that is if your heart is still available,"

Somehow that last part of the sentence uttered by Jaytee made SM think deeply. “Is her heart still available for others to win or is it already spoken for and has someone else already won the battle?”

SM let out a deep sigh and said: “You know Jaytee, you seem like a nice guy. Very pursuant and open with your emotions too. I must admit I enjoyed our Valentine’s date as well because of your friendliness and you treated me also with kindness and respect. But…”

“Uh-oh… here comes the ‘BUT’ part!” Jaytee was starting to feel discouraged and defeated.

“I think I could NOT answer ‘yes’ to your question on whether my heart is still available… I don’t want to hurt your feelings but I also would not want to lead you on and give you false hopes when I know that I’m already preparing my heart for someone… I hope you can understand me Jaytee and I hope that we can at least start to become friends… I would gladly offer you my friendship…” SM said carefully as she tried her best to choose the right words to say.

“Well, what else can I say SM but good luck and I wish you the best. I guess I can be thankful that at least you were honest with me this time…” Jaytee said that and somehow his being upset was evident in that statement.

SM could see the frustration in Jaytee’s face but she could not do anything more about it. She could not lie to him just to make him feel better. She convinced herself that it was better that he knew the truth and where he stands -- the sooner the better -- to remove more ‘complications’ that may arise between her and XZ in the future.

“Okay then SM… if that’s your decision then… thank you for your time…” Jaytee said this as he stood up and tried to lean in and move closer to SM.

SM thought that he was just going to give her a friendly kiss or peck on the cheek as a way to bid her farewell. But his next move took her by surprise! Suddenly she felt his hands tighten their hold on her shoulders as he tried to draw their faces together and he attempted to kiss her on the lips.

“Jaytee, what are you doing? You’re hurting my shoulders. Please let go of me!” SM pleaded with Jaytee as her eyes were looking at him but with tears welling up and meaning to fall anytime.

Suddenly, the gentleman-like demeanor of Jaytee vanished and his face now looked scary as his eyes were staring hungrily at SM. “How can you be so unfair SM, rejecting me just like that without giving me a fair chance to court you. Why? Because of that Mr. “big shot” XZ Yin? You think you have landed a gold mine with him by your side? Do you actually know how many girls are dying to get my attention too? And here you are just casting me aside! You just don’t know what you’re missing and what a great lover I can be,"

Jaytee was trying to use his force over SM to kiss her torridly but before he could make a move, strong fists full of fury suddenly landed on his shoulder then on his jaw.

Before Jaytee knew it, he was already lying on the ground while SM was still shocked by the sudden turn of events.

“SM, are you hurt?” XZ quickly checked on SM.

“I’m fine XZ, thank you. But what are you doing here?” SM was still dazed.

“We will talk later, but first let me get rid of this fool who tried to hurt and take advantage of a lady," XZ looked at Jaytee again, his eyes full of rage and hate.

“Be careful with your words “old boy” or you might take back all that you are saying now when I beat you to a pulp!” Jaytee replied angrily. His ego was badly hurt and bruised as his shoulder and jaw. “Don’t forget that I’m younger and bigger than you,"

“Is that what you’re boasting about you fool? But you’re obviously not as quick and alert as me for you didn’t see me coming, am I right?” XZ taunted Jaytee even more.

“Jaytee, XZ, please stop fighting. Jaytee, just leave and I never want to see you again. I treated you well, welcomed you in my home and this is how you treat me? I’m very disappointed in you. I never thought that someone who acted like such a gentleman could be a real horrible monster deep inside. Here, take your precious tulips with you and never come back or else…”

Before SM could finish her sentence, Jaytee scowled at her: “…or else what… your rich knight in shining armor will come to your rescue?”

“I’m warning you Jaytee. On more word from you and I will not hesitate to finish what I have started!” XZ wanted to attack Jaytee even more but he tried to control himself when SM pleaded them to stop fighting.

“…or else I will call the police and report this incident and have you arrested for harassment and physical injuries," SM continued. “I’m sure you wouldn’t want your ‘pretty boy’ image tainted with a police record do you?”

Jaytee then hurriedly left but before he could drive away, XZ shouted at him: “Hey Jaytee, you’re fired! We won’t need your services anymore as the model for MDS. I’m sure we will be able find a suitable replacement for you. So get lost and never show your face again, near SM’s house or within the vicinity of MDS or you’ll regret it,"

Jaytee hurriedly left, dropping the bouquet of tulips he brought for SM by the driveway and accidentally running over it with his car as he sped off.

“Good riddance to you Jaytee” SM heaved a sigh of relief upon seeing his car out of sight. Then she turned and looked toward XZ and said: “Thank you for being here sir XZ, if not for you, I don’t know what could have happened to me,"

“Hush now SM, let’s go inside and continue talking there so as not to attract more attention from the neighbors," XZ replied and he was right. Some neighbors were starting to extend their necks toward the direction of the Zhen’s house trying to see what the commotion was all about. Good thing the time was nearing sunset and most of the neighbors were already inside their homes so they did not have a large ‘audience’ on the action sequence that happened a few minutes ago.

“Yes, you’re right sir XZ. We better go inside and let me have a look at your fists," SM noticed that his fists seemed bruised after punching Jaytee.

SM told sir XZ to sit down on the living room sofa as she grabbed some ice from the freezer for his knuckles and a glass of water to cool him down.

“Thank you SM," XZ said.

“No sir, it’s me who should thank you. You were at the right place at the right time," SM replied as she was putting ice on a cloth and placed it over his knuckles.

“What did I tell you before SM, just call me by my first name when we are outside the office, okay? By the way, how are you? ZD told me that you filed for a leave today because you felt sick," XZ inquired.

“Oh that sir XZ… ummm… I mean XZ… It’s true; I wasn’t feeling well this morning… actually since yesterday night. But don’t worry; I’ll be coming back to work again tomorrow. I would also like to apologize for filing my leave without earlier notice. I didn’t mean to leave my station at the children’s department hanging, it’s just that…”

Before SM could continue with her rambling, XZ already interrupted. “I know you’re not that kind of employee SM, I know how conscientious and dedicated you are. That’s why I was really worried when ZD told me that you would not be coming to the office today. I felt that something had to really be wrong for you to miss a day at work. You being Ms. “Her own slave driver” and all…”

SM was surprised by what XZ just said. “He actually remembered what I said that night when we first ate dinner together at Mc Donald’s. He remembered that I referred to myself as “my own slave driver”… I can’t quite believe it cause that was several months ago,"

XZ seemed to read what was in SM’s mind and said: “Yes SM, I remembered what you said that night… actually… I seemed to have remembered everything you told me. You have that effect on me SM. You have invaded my photographic memory,"

Somehow, in the midst of all the chaos and the frightening incident that just happened to her, she was suddenly smiling again! “It’s amazing, how he is so much like my dad… by his simple words he made me forget the bad event that happened, and under the circumstances… he actually made me smile… he actually made me feel happy…”


And suddenly, SM felt gladness in her heart again. As if the painful memory and torment of the negative event that just occurred seemed to be erased by the simple soothing words of XZ.

“SM, pardon me for bringing this up again. But if I remember correctly, you were in the midst of telling me something before that irritating doorbell interrupted us yesterday," XZ tentatively brought up the matter, not knowing how SM would react.

“Oh that… well what I simply wanted to say was…” SM was now looking directly at XZ as he held her hands which were already cold from holding the cloth with ice… and now were becoming colder due to her nervousness.

“I was simply going to say that… Yes… yes, I whole-heartedly accept you sir XZ… yes… I am willing to take a chance with you… XZ…”

What SM said was pure bliss and music to XZ’s ears and with the overflowing of his heart, he tenderly uttered: “I love you SM, I really do…”

“I love you too… Mr. XZ Yin…”

And with that, XZ slowly moved his hands to touch her cheeks which were now blushing in the brightest shade of red or crimson.

Then he slowly captured her lips with his own, and they shared their very first kiss; so tender yet full of passion.

With eyes closed, they savored the love they felt for each other. XZ expressed how much he loved her with his intense but gentle kiss. SM received his love fully by surrendering her lips to him in this first intimate moment they shared together.

SM suddenly felt dizzy like her head was spinning, but as long as those strong hands of XZ were holding her face, she knew that she was safe; she knew that she was alright and she felt really happy…

“So this is what my father was saying after all. That I should find a man who will make me smile – always – no matter what the situation may be, he will still make me feel contented and genuinely happy… thank you daddy for your words of wisdom; and I thank the Almighty for bringing XZ into my life…”

SM’s thoughts lingered in this joyful state as she knew for certain now that THIS MUST BE LOVE! She never could have imagined before how beautiful and meaningful true love can be. And now, as they shared this wonderful and precious kiss, she has also realized that love can taste so sweet. =)


*** the end *** (of book 1) [^_^]